Wat a great way to waste a day....hahaha

WooWoooWOooo....bball and gym in the morning...saw a few friends in the gym this morning...hahaha kinda surprise cos long time never saw them le so was quite enjoying...hahaha den after gym went home and bath den go to bao house to watch vcd....hahahah..watch Brothers i think... a japanese + ang mo show./..hahahNICE...... complicated but nice....fall asleep halfway through....cos really very tired....never sleep the whole nite sia....hahah den went to play bball in the evening....so hiong sia....but nice...it was fun.... think can dunk soon liao....hahaha hope la..... but in my dream can liao....hehehehe...was doing some nice moves today during the game....hm....find out that i m more calm in doing certain moves liao....hahha hope to play more to improve more sia.... been trying to be mroe powerful at the lan di....hahah seems like i m yet to achieve my target...cos i cannot push the 100+kg guy out today....ARH....that was so terrible.....hahaha...lose to the team....but after a while got back to the same team and starting winnning quite a lot liao...bao was on fire....hahaha....so was the rest....hehehehe...but after losing to a team later on.... i was like....man...i m so sleepy....hahahah.... cheers~~~ dude.....watch out for me.....dun let me improve....cos i will really let u pi ~ ~ ~serious...... very serious.... i will improve till the point i wan people to say WOW......

pray hard.....

hahah went for a interview yesterday....seems like qutie a nice working enviroment for me....but for bao...he dun really seems to like that place....hahah den... lets just hope we get the job...cos it seems to be that... if i manage to get the job....ahahaha i think i will be so freaking glad.... cos that is a place that i can get to know so much ppl around....ahaha pretty gals and handsome dudes hangs around that area....hahahah and plus the ppl working there seems to be quite a handful of nice people....hahaha better pray hard man..... if can work den YES>>>>>>>>..hahahaha

back ~ ~ to normal liao...confirm ~ ~ ~

onz liao la.... bo ta ji liao..... confirm... i m back to normal liao la.... confirm back to the old Francis....... ~ ~steady............... I m back to the normal guy.... hahaha.... must understand that certain things cannot be force.... no matter wat....friends we shall be...... but certain things cannot be change.... that is for sure.............. CHeers ~ ~

back ~ ~sad ~ ~

went to Jb yesterday wif a group of friends....haha went shopping and eating... it felt great...but else...it was not as great..... the feeling in me just tends to slow me and makes me full..... nite fall... stay at the motel.... memories came back..... did not sleep at all..... morning came....went to the holiday plaza to do my hair wif the gang...the guy that used to be seen was still there... and everything seems so well till he said... " U always come here wif your gf one right ?? " feeling came in...strike me down...wif me just smiling a yes...... in the process of doing my hair.... watch the friends at the side...image of her floated in..... i knew wat i nearly did...... but i did not... 3.35pm just reach home and i knew i wanted to say sth to her..... and this time will really be the last time....... cos it is not fair to her and her bf..... and i was the criminal towards the happening.... i prayed....... i called..... she agree to meet me out..... 2morrow after her work......

wow lao eh....

I m a ungentleman sia...doing this kind of things....when did i become someone like that??? it was my fault from the start....and wat else do i expect from people??? idiot me....seems to be losing my head liao....nowadays can control my temper le....but den suddenly this matter came out..... i total lose control over it.............. haiz.... i need some help.... anyone pls? ?? ?

gee..

wanted to do sth...but be4 i could...sth had happened...sth that i cannot control cos it is not in my hand to do so.....seems so helpless....but i guess it was all my fault from the begining....hahaha who can forgive me???? when i dun even forgive myself..... wonder if anyone had??hahah geez... seems like i just cannot seems to know wat i really been doing....and now...finallly it is too late....