Just wif u ~ ~

A day per normal but onli this time wif u around me most of the time.... wonderful day it was...maybe cos the day was spend wif u... nth special but was good....cos of u... lunch was great...cos u bought it for me.... a short nap was enough ...because u were wif me..... dinner was normal...but u were eating wif me.... things are so normal and simple.... but the feeling is different when u are around.... good nite ~ ~

yeah man ~ ~

Common test over liao...hahaha... shiok... can start playing again liao...hahha WooOWOooOWOoooo... think not going to score well...but nvm...hahaha going to play and play and play somemore....hahhhah yeah.... going to abdul house liao... but den a bit lazy to travel there... but i m still going... cos the weather is so HOT..aiyoo... can kill sia... haha2morrow going gym liao...finally sia... so long never go liao.... sure very slack one sia... sianz.... going to train hard...hahhahah yeah.... muack muack muack...hahhaahahah

everybody

i just wan to thank my family,friends and my lovely gf....y?? no reason... just wan to thank them lo...though time was not always that great but den there is sth that kept us together.... cos every one of u are like a tiny flesh of me building the whole of me.... my family... hm... nth much to say... but still it is my family.... :) my friends...ah.... wat can i say??? haha though i always throw my losuy temper at them but den they are still there for me when i needed them... aiyoo... where to find these bunch of friends???hahah great fun wif them around and always will be... even if anything happened... lets just remember the great time we once had... :) my gf...who??? Jia Ling lo....hahhaha... she har.... cannot ask for more le la.... always making time for me and making sure we get to eat lunch or dinner at least a few times a week and if we wun seeing each other, sure got msg from her and dunno is it luck or wat... whenever her msg comes... it would always fall on the right time at the right moment... either i m about to sleep or i would be feeling bored.... ESP.... (",) hahha anyway... all i wan to say is..... THank you.... Treasure the moment wif everyone of u....

i wan to fly high...

hahah... i m back... lets us enjoy the moment we people have right now... whether it is happy or sad..come on... this is onli the lifetime we are going to enjoy our life so might as well ENJOY it fully...hahha even if u are poor and unhappy at this point of time, there is always a turning point in life and when it comes, dun forget the past cos it is your life once.... hahah come on everyone... dance wif me....hahah fly fly fly....WOoOWoooWooo.... no pressure or stress can pull u down... nobody can unless u allow them to... it is up to u to decide wat u can do and make yourself happy.... the road is still so Far ahead... so lets enjoy the secs, mins,hours,days,months,years that we are experiencing right now.... hahhahaha.... u dun have to do so much just to enjoy... simple things can make one happy and enjoying so start doing sth to please yourself and the people around u.... how i like to be happy....lets c.... i like to disturb people and make them so frustrated wif me..hehe... another greatest thing i like.... create trouble and provoke people....hahha that is the best...hahahh tsk tsk tsk... not right hor???haha but i m happy doing that... esp wif a bunch of friends...hahah GANGSTER sia...haha no la... we all very guai one lo.... sniggle..****** hahhahah ever wonder wat u would have been if u turn another road down in the past or future.... hahhaha well... think about it... i had thought about it... and seriously... a impact in alot of things..hahhaahaha.... cos whichever decision i made... it would make some happy and some sad.... this is life.... at least... nth is perfect... the more u wan it to be perfect... the worse it would have become... thanks FRiends....Friends i think worth keepin even if i become an ah peh like 60 years old or even older .... hehehe .... Baoquan, Kent,Xianglong, Marshall,Hongwen, Kailong,WeiZhong, Allister,............. hahaha... some others dun write first la... like that write out name not good hor ???hahah WAT ??? NOT HAPPY HAR??? MY BLOG LEH>....haha kidding la... come on lets rock and rock and fall.... sloappy shit sia these friends... watever bad things also come from them de lo.... hahaha hai me become who i m right now.... HAIZ>>>> PIG peng Dog You....hahahaha but who cares... wif all these piggys and doggys, life can never be more lame and great....hahaha CHEEEEEERRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..... back to study....

i....

study for wat la.....no need to study de la... heck la... fail fail lo.... i also dun care liao la.... become lan jiao lang also like that.... heck la.... i happy can le lo.... go and learn all that shit for wat ?? no use de la.... aiyoo... for wat ? also not sth i like... study for wat ?? pressure for wat ?? asking for it one right ?? aiya... heck la.... dun wan den dunwan la... y i wan to force myself ?? aiyoo.... y become like that for wat ? fuck studies la... so wat ?? wat is status ?? wat is money ??? wat is life ??? siamz la..... KNN fucking buay song now la..... play bball for wat ??? fall here and fall there.... kana elbow here and there.... also lose somemore... aiyoo... for wat ?? hurt my back and knee... also like that... have to suffer alone also... aiyooo... who cares right ?? aiya.... no point la... so bo liao.... aiyo.... waste time la.... might as well spend the time sleeping and fucking around doing shit around my life.... aiya.... Freaking fucking sucks right now la.............
KAoz ~~ ~ do so much for wat ?? also like that.... now also become sick... also like that.... sianz..... SIAMZ LA>.... really dunno wat sia.... wat are friends ??? aiyoo.... act as friends nia la....... come on la.... dun like say dun like la.... act for wat...not tired meh... i c u all like that i also tired la.... fuck the heaven.... fuck the helll ...and fuck the people around me..... let devil come to me... and let the angel fib on me.... i rather live on as a souless freak den being a soul wif no road down the green way..... stab me wif all the spears or burn me wif the hell fire so at least i can feel more pain den endless shitty stuff.... COME ON

a monotone day.... tired....

hm.... hm.... hm.... not much interested in toking about wat happened today leh... but was kinda feeling good at first... but halfway through the day.. was like suddenly so hot temper sia....stupid weather...<> was another reason also la.... hahaa.... :P dun ask.... went for a movie wif mar mar, doreen,kailong and ck.... lame show... not very worth watching ~ ~den after a while felt so much better ... hahah... not such a bad day after all la.... had lots of laughter and jokes lo... been having fun and laughters for the past weeks.... feel so much lighter inside me... hahaha... aiyoo yoo.... also turn to become more BHB liao....hahaha kana influence sia..... U are A GREAT entertainer of my life..... hahaha... let me be the audience as well as a entertainer to u as well..... ENCORE will be the onli words we will hear from each other.... WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Kinda feel very happy today...hyper...

Dunno wat happened today also... just felt so great the moment i woke up sia.... went to sch and do the semester Project..though a bit dulan over those drawing.. but still manage to draw up to 5 drawing and a total lay out of the print....SHIOK.....hahah... after sch still not bad leh..hahah met up wif my siao za bo...haha sent her to work and went to cc to play basketball...so happy...hahaha very freakin hyper....hahahah sorry guys.... was a bit rough wif the way i played... but den still alright la hor??hahah lets improve together...hehehe.... went to makan and tok a lot of crap wif kent entertaining us wif his jokes.... cannot hit me cannot hit me....hahahahaha.... den slowly walk to the interchange to meet up wif OJL....hahaha joke and joke and joke....hahaha.... fun day it was..... i still wan to play leh,... still so hyper.... anyone wan to play wif me or tok crap wif me ??hahah call me....hahahahaha.... take Q number first hor.... heheheh

tired....very very tired...

Common test around the corner liao... haiz... last min studying all those crap.... making me headache sia... plus not much help from the so called 'classmate'...pieces of TOOOOOOOOTTTT... lucky found people to help me sia... if not think really going to crash down the drain liao.... have not been sleeping much laterly... also dunno how come i kana stress up by myself sia.. is like, i dun really care if i fail my common test... but the intense feeling automatically build up in me.....OH MY....even right now.... so late le... just came back from studying....after a long day in sch.... think i really wan to have a break.... just a day break... dun like the pressure sia.... not like me to get crumple up by pressure.... going to make myself stronger in my will.... still so weak.... li li lo lo la.... singing and laughing..... too tired to do all that now... i m going to survive this sem and get out of the present class..... YEAH MAN>>>>> suddenly think of this, make me feel so much better..... yes ~ ~ Surviving is the path that eventually lead to victory ~ ~ ~

a day went by ~ ~

Woke up wif a great mood today..haha.. y? cos i got to hear a voice i wanted to hear in the early morning... :P day went by though... got to sch and saw my classmate.... hm... was like feeling so monotone sia... dun really feel excited seeing them sia... haha... was like just a smile onli lo... but ok la... at least i understand the way of staying happy in this class.... hm.... just smile and it really can make me feel so good unlike the past... last time smile so as to entertain the some ppl that is around me... but now... everytime i smile, i feel good inside of me and it is getting better and better each time... now i dun need other people to entertain me or to make me laugh anymore le.... cos i will automatically smile and laugh in the mid of anything..... just feel so relaxes right now... no pressure in a relationship and things are going smoothly... a very talkative gf...hahhaha.... a very understanding one as well....but most of all... a someone i wun wan to miss out even if there is just a min of free time to see each other.... Thanks you so much... u have placed streets lamps around the dark street of my life.... Thanks......

Happy Valentine's Day To all ~ ~ ~

Well... a day of sight... walk here walk there also can see couples sia... presents & flowers everywhere, even saw a giant winnie the pooh bear...hahaha.... felt warm inside when i see the couples cos i was walking to find my special someone too... felt so sweet suddenly... met up wif u and gave u my all my blood and sweat....hahah all hand made by me de leh... except the gift la... hope u like the food and card... a bit sloapy sia... cos last min rushing ~ ~ :P after that spend the rest of the afternoon studying sia...haha.... funny har ?? Valentine's Day and we spend it by studying together...hahaha.... cook mee hoon for u for dinner and in the mean while... a funny coincidence, u get to see my dad....hahaha..... first gf to see my dad sia...haha... not bad leh... come my house onli a few times and get to see my dad almost twice liao....haha.... Fate huh...heheh... the day end soon after lo....
A bit of care + a bit of concern = A huge amount of happiness for a person that loves You....

My Valentine ~ ~

a day out wif the one u carry around in your heart wherever u go and what ever u do ~ ~ Wat other things can beat that ??
Went to my aunt's house together in the afternoon to bai nian...but who knows... let u see so much photos of my young sia...photos that i did not even get to see it sia.... u are so lucky...hahaha.... evening time when to eat sakae sushi at HMV...haha... hope u enjoy the dinner sia... though a bit rush la.... :P timing over shot la....hahah stayed to long at my aunt's house liao le la....hahaha nvm.... den afer that went to catch a movie at Cineleisure.... WoooWo....... 'A moment to remember' the eraser that the actress had in her brain.... sad sia.... haiz.... learnt from the movie that we have to treasure every little moment wif your loved one sia.... may it be good or bad... at least there is sth for u to recall.... haha... well... There was really sth to remember at the end of the day...... My dear JL made a impression that cannot be erase from my mind sia....hahaha TOTALLY impossible to erase.... cos she change from a wood block to a special person that sticks to my heart.... hehehe..... i just wan u to know..... the believe u had in your heart is the promise i made to u...... it takes 2 hand to clap.... and i will walk wif u down the magical stairs we did today, holding your hand wif mine..... Happy Valentine's Day....
I .............

So nice of you...really dunno wat to say....

Gee... ever wonder who will be more excited about your room other den yourself ?? well, after today.... i do... You are the ans to my Qns.... shop here shop there for my room...haha.... think nobody will ever wan to spend that kind of time to do sth that does not really affected themselves..... help me wif this and that.... Gee..... really dunno wat to say sia....aiyo.... nvm la.... this room is our world.... Onli our world... nobody can change it unless we agree.... dun think u will agree de lo....hahah..... told baoquan wat u did.... and the short sentence he said made me treasure u more.....guess wat he say....hehehe... he said " You have found a good wife...." WoooWooo.... if a good friend ever said that to me, think i must not be dreaming this up den.... though halfway through finishing wat we have started.... I will stay up the whole nite to finish the things up.... at least do more den wat we have stop.... will wan to put up the different things up one by one...and stand looking at this from wat happened in the past den the very now of how we are.... Mind being the tired Gf ???

agree on this ~ ~

Comunitcation is so important.... dun u think so ?? without it, many tends to think a different way from the intented intention from the sender ~ ~ are u always one like this ??come on everyone reflect on this ~ ~ ~ ~ recall your past, and think about it ~ ~ have u ever been in a situation that seems to be this way ?? hahaha... well i have... sucks right ?? well.... no choice right ?? think about it.... take it as a beautiful nitemare that happened to stay for a nite or two... the future dreams of yours will certainly be in a condition that u know how to handle.... Agree??? hhahahaha..... think i have to agree on wat i had just say....hahaha cos i just found out from someone that we have been toking about that topic when it did not occure to us.... not even a problem we are facing and yet problems are wat we are searching for.... :P hahahaha funny hor?? mind cept seems to be leading in a good way right now.... may it be now or later... always remember.... water is of irregular shape.... and no matter how u change the bottle... it will still take up the shape of the bottle and not wat u wan.... ~ ~ just like a human brain.... always taking in the nice thing and throwing the bad one to the bin next door.... irregular ~ ~ `lets work on the irregular shape of the future..... Shhhhh.... it's a secret ~ ~ good nite ~ ~

my world....

Darkness on a side of it and brightness on the other side.... wat so special in this world of mine ?? let me tell u den.... there are so many diff people on the bright side of the world.... while the dark side of it onli stand a lonely me....Wat m i waiting for ?? maybe waiting for the day that someone would take me over to the bright side on the world where i can enjoy as much as everyone do.... the dark and lonely world that cover me seems to be a place of quietness and filled wif memories that i wan to forget, yet wanting to remember in heart.... is it worth it ?? seriously speaking ~ ~ is darkness really such a bad place to stay in?? i seems to enjoy the quietness there.... though at times, loneliness do cover over me.... hahaha.... but den... someone is actually wif me in the darkness..... trying to pull me over to the bright side of the world.... hm..... hard time pushing and pulling hor ??? hehehe.... well at least u make it halfway through liao... cos u have got a key to a place where onli that special key allows onli one person in.... good nite ~ ~

so warm inside ~ ~Thanks ~ ~

WoooOWooo.... went to queenway wif xianglong and mcken this early afternoon ~ ~hahah so much fun on the way there... tok about this and that...haha GOSSIPS...hahaha hot tok of the week goes to......hahahah secret...hehehe as usual de lo...hahaha... shop around and saw t-shirts that were nice.... but too bad la... too small dun have my size...haha... in the end bought a shoe bag to contain my shoe.... evening time went swimming wif my dear dear cat....hahaha... serious swimming sia.... hahha nearly cannot catch up wif her sia.... haha.... after that went to dinner wif her and saw abdul,kailong,xianglong,mcken...haha tok wif them a while be4 leaving me and her to our world of our own...hahaha ..... aiyoo yoo.... seems like my dear cat can realli eat alot sia.... siao siao.... ROAR.....hahha not bad... got a eating kakis...hahaha.... went for some slight traveling....hehehehe though was just sth normal.... but just felt so nice.... maybe cos it not wat we are doing.... is who u are being wif.... :) the rest goes down to the book ~ ~ i m still waiting ~ ~~ hehehe ~

Can i really fly ?

Always wonder y i always dream of flying in my dream... is it cos i m tired of the way i m living my life or is it i feel so tied up in my life ?? m i really doing things i really wan to do ??? makes no sense to me.... my world is locked up...but who has the key to it ?? or should i say who did i gave it to??
Bird really do fly freely.... and the fish really do swim lively ~ ~ but do i walk freely on land ?? or i m trapped in a place where movement are so limited ?? Lives can be so trouble yet life still goes on... y ?? cos there is love in the world around us.... I m thankful....cos i had found one.... Good nite ~ ~

YAwn ~ ~

Had a hair cut again today.... think it sucks as usual....haahaha but den ~~ alright la... will grow back de lo.... li li ~ ~ kana sabo sia.... cos been psycho to somebody's house without any advance notice lo.... den make me so nervous... lucky, nothing happen... Pwhee... normal ~ ~hahaha....

now doing my stuff sia... so tired liao... cannot finish liao la... think ahve to rush again 2morrow ~~ nvm la.... no prob one la... Yawn ` ~buay tahan liao la..... c u in dream land ~ ~~ nite~ ~