Monday, April 25, 2005

KAOZ ~ ~ ~

WoW lao Ehh ~~ kaoz... my room is infested wif termines and dunno wat kind of stupid flies sia.... kaoz.... going to collapse liao la... dead... how ?? siao liao la... shit la... freak sia... this year like so farking suay sia... anyone got any lucky charm for me anot har ?? think this year is going to be a hard year again... hm... nvm la... survive it again lo..shit sia... freaking headache....

Thursday, April 14, 2005

down.....very down...

things aint being smooth these days.... things just happen and happen... from A to Z and still going on... i kinda need some support from anyone... will somebody just ask....... everyone just seems to be so busy.... forcing me to mingle wif people i dun like.... haiz.... suddenly just want to play basketball.... but playing basketball wif no supporter just seems to be so dull.... miss the sec sch life where friends and the whole sch just seems to cheer and cheer regardless if we win or lose.... but where the crowd now ?? well... seems like even friends aint being supportive le.... maybe... it is time to grow up and think.... should basketball even be a leisure?? the time can be used to do more meaningful things..... been kinda down lately... but den... who really know ?? how i wish to be just a simple person wif a simple life.... but how many people are simple ?? human are just so difficult to understand... maybe this is how we people handle things... simple yet complicated... are things always so complicated?? .....not really..... there is still a long way towards the nite.... i will be spending every moment thinking about it.... heck the exam 2morrow.... dun really care anymore....

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

You Are A Loyal Sidekick



While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

yeah

Your Love Style is Agape



You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

Monday, April 11, 2005

a funny feeling ~ ~

wat m i thinking... wat m i trying to prove ?? haiz.... i just feel so deserted away.... once, twice and forever it will be.... been ask and have ans.... but i have not ask and was not being ans...... y did this happened ?? cos i wan it to happened ?? or was it cos some are just trying to get advantage of it..... haiz.... freak sia... ~ ~

Weee ~ ~3 months liao ~ ~

hahha... 9 of april 2005.... onli once in a life time... and i got to spend it wif my loved one.... sweet ~ ~ hehehe..... been 3 months together le... and this will be the last time to say we are together for 3 months le.... cos the following months will be going to our 4th, 5th,6th, 7th and so on and on and on..... hahaha..... wOoWooWooooWOooo..... *raise eye brow* hahahahaha... totally happy.....haha... after taht went to ster's house to rot...hahah...buay tahan liao.... never sleep at all the whole nite... cos was learning some thing at this house... not bad not bad.... piano... i know how to play some songs liao leh.....hahah ok la... onli halfway throught la... though buay zai but den i still managed to learn 3 songs... all half half one...hahaha... next time if can remember den play for you to listen... hehehe..... i go orh orh liao la...

Saturday, April 09, 2005

how far is a distance would u consider far ?? when the one u love tell u that he/she feels the distance in between... wat is the worst feeling u can get?? when the one u love tell u that he/she cannot feel the love u have given... wat is the worst timing u can get ?? when u call your loved one because u miss him/ her but get to hear sth that cames colliding down from everything....
when is the worsesleeping timing?? when u are in bed lying down and tears start falling cos u cannot control them and it is too wet to sleep.... wat is the greatest pain one can encounter?? when your loved one pass away or he/she just seems to be walking away....

where did i read all these?? haha... a book.... a story book.... sounds true a not har ?? but den the i find the male character in the book very lousy sia... cos he seems like a failure in love sia... story is based on a true life encounter sia... not yet finished reading the book... will update when i get to finish the book....

good nite ~ ~

sianz ~~

not much to write ~ ~boring ~ ~ sianz ~ ~ and nth else ~ ~

Thursday, April 07, 2005

BIg baby ~ ~

arh ~~ maths just sucks sia... study till going to explode liao sia... headache sia... haiz.... this and that.... aiyoo yoo... in the mid of studying keep thinking about her... haiz.... luckily had some slight chat over the phone wif her during a self declare break sia... ar bo really cannot carry on studying sia... haiz..... sianz sianz.... quickly exam over la... buay tahan liao sia.... den really is off to another semester soon...... though lots of classmates will be different liao but den should be quite fun... cos got new friends...YES~ ~ hahaha shiok ~~ haha.... wan to relac sia... haiz.... i need a good break sia... but den during my term holiday... i will be alone... haiz~ ~ wondered wat m i going to do for that single week ~ ~..... think can really everyday go gym liao sia.... muscle shrink liao sia... haiz~ ~>...........sianz ~ ~~

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

tough day it is going to be~ ~

arh ~ 2morrow having a exam on thermofluid.... sianz sia... but den this paper can pass la.. so no problem... but the paper on thursday is going to be so damn tough.... MATHS>..... gosh... i never even touch a single pages of it sia... wonder if i can survive by studying 1.5 days onli sia.... PRAY HARD>...... help me pray too.... dun wish to repeat a module in this sem..... haiz.... lucky nite time was spent wif my dear... ar bo sure stress up sia.... Thanks for the dinner... nice nice.... haha..... hope to get to eat more ~ ~ hehe.... nowadays like nth to write sia... haiz... cos onli study onli... shit la... heck la.. going to finish soon liao.... but den sianz... holiday going to be just 1 week.... having my next sem on 25 of april... freak sia..... ~ sianz~ ~~

Sunday, April 03, 2005

hm.....

Today was like a very fast passing day sia.... hm.... was out wif my dear gal but den she's kinda not very good mood like that sia... aiyoo yooo... a bit like frustrated like that kind of pattern... hm.... think she was too bored at home le... cos everyone is having exam right now and she is having holiday ~ ~ i also cannot pei her go out.... haiz.... onli can pei her go eat dinner nia ~ ~ like today lo... go eat dinner le... den take bus to punggol end... on the way there... she gave me a fright... cos sth happened.... gee...... felt so bad seeing her like that sia..... sat down and tok at the seaside....(bla bla bla.. content is secret) den went back to her blk there and chat again ~ ~ can feel that she really very bored at home sia...~ ~ aiyoo ~ ~ Bear wif it.... after 7 of april den can le ~ ~wait first ~~ ai zai ~ ~ after 7 of april, i can go out wif u till u happy ~ ~but den 14 still got one more test la... haahah ~ ~ relac la... :)