a point will always be a point....

lose means lose... one point lost is the same as losing 20 points... but difference is whether did the team fought hard enough to prevent it from happening.... wat happened today was wat i conclued... NO.... haiz....

56-57..... last possession was ours... and he just threw it like a bomb... and throughout the match... he shoot like every ball is for free.... DAMN.... ARH>>>>>... damn disappointed with this team mate sia... ARHHHHH>..... wanted so much to win it... and burst....

so wat if i wanted to win so badly... without the team.. i m a lone fighter....
mistake made again... forever....

just felt tired and sianz ~ ~

let me walk in the lonely street with the vocal of mine riding in the air of silent nite....

i just feel so sore around my body... feel so tired...

Make the surrounding change... i hate to say this... cos i wan to change for the surrounding...

so lets just feel the quiet side on a person in direct motion....

good nite...

as usual...

Yesterday was the day that she gave birth to me 20 years ago....

Days of birthday are as usual... nth really good occur at this point of time every year... just some nice thought from my gal that kept my day glowing... sometime the days that seems so special can easily be forgotten or even pass by faster den the usual time u spend on each day.. mine was as per normal... monotone...

people always ask... wat would u do if u have onli one day left in this world... many ans like spending time with their close one and having a watever non-sense-si-ca crap la... for me... dun think i have much of a option... just let the day goes by me, i guess this would be the ans for the inner me speaking aloud from the outer me... i need something in this world that i do not really know of...

I wan this and that... but i dun wan them at all...

Love me for who i m...dun change me.... i used to tell them that... but den.....

This world is funny... it just keep rotating till the rotating plate goes off and crash... y does it need to do so ?? no ans ?? or m i just foolish from myself... Make the world spin the other way round... how is a Qns... but Why?? wat for ??? ignore me now... that is the life that i currently feel... Dun ask me Qns... i m those sort of people that dun like to handle Ans.... ok...ok... i m a running away person in green and black... i m nobody... and Nobody can handle me.... i m a AssssssHooooOoooOoollllllllllleeeeeeeee..... POO...

Just a bored day...

So sianz sia.... boring like hell sia... < who say hell was boring??? > kan sianz la... went to attachment and sloap there sia.. do report and ISO thing till sianz..
went home at 6 today... super bored.. den reach home, watch the stupid 7pm show... boring like hell... den went to compasspoint at around 730..went to the M1 shop and buy a birthday present for myself...

lol... got a new handphone.... VS2 panasonic phone.. haha... first time using panasonic phone... nth special about the phone.. just like the outer cover and color screen... lol... sianz... but dun worry.. i still going to use my V200...haha.. my 2 year + phone.. :) went home to watch SUPERSTAR... WOooWOooo F2.. ZAI.... haha.. have a wonderful tone and lovely tune to her songs sia...

haiz... boring day... go and sleep le la... nth seems really nice today... :(

so busy ~ ~

work was so boring today.. gee... load of work awaiting... during this attachment, felt that some ppl there just use their responsibility to press their work on me... wat the hell??? i m only here for attachment... not earning the same pay as the rest of u ppl... if i earn the same amount, i dun mind working OT.. but den now u are all forcing me to do OT... siao har...

Ass sia.. den now work place for freaking remours spreading around... shit sia.. back from MC den this is the first piece of news i get from them... HAHAHAHAH... siao la... not my stuff lo... i got a GF liao lo... yucks sia... damn furious sia...

but some good news in the middle of the day... kana praise by someone...haha... more ***** den someone else in the company...hahaha... hear liao buay tahan..hahaha...

think now gf kana stress over certain things.. but den things will surely work out just fine.. no problem de... :) the sun is always shinning brightly for you... the turtles are waiting for u ... :)

getting sick again ~ ~ `

gee... think i m getting sick again... Arh.... sianz... cannot take MC liao la... that time took 4 days in a row, den might have to re-attachment again sia.. sianz... yawn... these few days was out wif gf lo...haha.. had some nice moment together... :) nice nice...haha... go here walk walk.. go there walk walk...haha... not bad... been a long time since got time like that liao...

haiz... have to go attachment again sia.. sianz sia... boring boring sia... arh... some more think going to quit my handphone job liaoo... dunno wat the F**king management doing... sales not bad still trying to cut down pay... and some more cut down so much... hell sia... waiting for another job to come by sia... wait silently.... haiz... seems like my bike just have to wait again... sianz...

sick sia... arh.. no mood to continue... another day perhaps/// :)

a day like this ~ ~

later for work again... sianz.. attandance like shit + keep on arriving late... seems like i might have to repeat my attachment sia... hahaha... nvm la... seen it through liao.. just let things goes it way lo...

Things in company today was like a war.... loads of things to do and compile... and there was a really tense situation in the afternoon... cos of certain misunderstanding.. haiz... Office political things just dun seems really right huh ~ ~ Wonder these stuff ever got known to the BOSS...haha... just seems really funny wat Boss is thinking apart from the workers... The normal friends way of thinking in a relax moment... haha...

Spend a long day out today... had a tok wif 2 friends from the company about things around us and around the company... and i found out some freaking truth... a guy was interested in me... oH my freaking name of Francis...haha... idiot sia... no wonder that guy always trying to tok to me out of no where... diaoz... SIAM... haha... another is found out 2 lady kept asking about me...haha.. lol... at least i still seems normal in the Market...hahaha... sianz la.. 2morrow going to work again.. go and sleep liao... nitez ~ ~

the 7th month.....

this month is the lunar 7th month... haha.... come to think of it... aug 9 is the 7th month of my r/s .... i made it so dull.... haiz... mood was just so down... ate pizza wif her... gee... and all this while onli mention about national day celebration....<<<<< '-_- ||| >>>>> so quietly it went by... cos i dunno wat got into me as well... just so quiet al these while....

went to walk alone... walk around the mall... interchange....plaza..... back to 7-11 and back to arcade and back to plaza... moodless... need a wheel... any wheel... to move around... i m waiting...

haiz.. feel so really down... but just wan to eat watermelon...... hahaha... dunno y... sianz.... think 2morrow after work go home and really sleep throught the whole nite.... need a nice bed to really rest well... good nite to all... and of cos my dear.... sorry to spoilt the day yet again... fireworks will never end just today....
there will always be another day..... and when that day come.. i hope to really smile wif u throughout it....

nite is short... i wan to feel the faint feeling again... i wan to think about it again... i love u mom... :) i will be waiting... nitezzzz

walking slowly.....

ok listen up everyone... DO NOT... and i mean DO NOT come and give me any troubles to frustrate me... gee.... right now i just m alright wif things.. i dun wan any none-sense-sic-ca-rubbish from anyone... i m ALRIGHT wif my lifestyle now... everyone <<<<< dun give me anything to trouble wif... i do not wan any... especially if there isn't any problem at all.... i really wan to cool down in my thinking... so everyone just stop giving me Shitty stuff to think...

Just going to really keep more quiet... DUN ASK ME Y SO QUIET>>>> this is my choice.. OK !!!!!! you can choose to shut your trap too !!!!!

listen more and tok lesser... and maybe you and i can learn a bit more in life... wonder how i would have became if i had chosen another route down the road.... Well, one thing for sure... i would surely have more fun den now.. might be more focus in my expectation and would have met more friends... hm.... Geee.... made a lot of wrong turns in my life... OH MY >>>>>>> <<<<<<< feel like going back to time and make another choice... a more clever choice...

Y get stuck in SIngapore sia... Aiyooo... counting the years... should be Uni liao...hahaha... think too much liao la.... ass.. lick my toe la.... HA...

watever i do just seems so not logical sia... ever wonder wat lead me to making so much wrong moves... Basketball is one of them.... FARK YOU ******I ... should have concentrated on my rifle shooting... wasted my marksmanship... freak... wat the hell.....

Heck... i wan to live my young life much more happier... i wan to live my life without asking or ansing to anything... as long as there is no wrong... i m so dead serious of getting another Tattoo....
Everyone say..." Wow... old liao sure very ugly one lo..." freak la.. when u old liao u recall everythin u do is like.. y i never try this y i never try that... HA... ass man.. u guys are just a diff world kid from me... yeah.. Tattoo makes people think u are gangster or watever shit ass ppl down the road...

well... Many White collar shirts ppl are ppl wif a freaking invisible mask tattoo across your face.. well... think about who the people u are going to work wif... tsk tsk tsk.. pitiful as life goes on... many wonder the road that we choose... well, lets just say it can be a road to you ppl... i choose to fly instead.....

Heaven and Hell.... tell me the diff clearly... anyone...
TO me it is just a world diff... a name of diff and purpose of diff... and who said Hell ain't GOOD ?? gee.... WAKe up... how would u know heaven is heaven and not hell in stead >?? u going to prove tat to yourself only after u die?? i choose to make myself clearly by following myself in the belief of wat i can do..... freaking tired wif the life right now... just let me finish Poly fast... get into the freaking army academy and move on wif life... after that everything should have change drastically for me.... haha... thinking, problem handling and friends.... should have all change by den... and a new life await... gee... the present life just aint wat i wan....

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my blog just sucks right ??? but yours sucks too..... ahaha... lets quieted down the life once again... it has been time since i party... well... let it end for a moment be4 going back to the life again... yawn....

things aint the same as the past.... never will be... guess time really make someone grow old wif regret huh.... well... i dun have regret... regardless of anything right now... so stop making me feel guilty... all done is the past... may the world filled wif gift of happiness... i wan to get monotone again.... quiet seems to be my cup of tea... just feel so bored after so much laughters.... yawn... just wan to play basketball for the time being.... think the feeling is coming back.. need to divide my time to suit everything right now... wonder wat will the proportion be... lets just hope it will be even... % alone.... % friends... % gf... % basketball and 5% for old friends....

wonder wat the feedback from myself will be.... nah... think i will earse the percentage... freak ass... i wan my fringe back... no more short cute hair.... :(

yawn ~ ~

take 4 days of MC liao... headache... aiyoo... not that serious though....haha... ai zai.. coming weekend got chalet...haha... TGR birthday chalet.. .hehe.... wonder if everything will be fun... boring...hahaha... dunno wat to write... not in the mood of writing... shit... need a recorder..... tape recorder... will like record sth.... my last wish,.....haha.. kidding la/... hahah... sloappy shit... Arh.... boring... dun feel like going to attachment sia... waste of time,.... rather go back to sch sia... BORING >...... sianz la... nth to write liao... ZzZzzzzZzzzzzz !!!!!

all by my self.........

things just went wrong.... seriously wrong... nth much happened... but things still went wrong... i m a loser.... i bet i m... crap... since this thing happened... think i am going to be a lousy bastard again.... freak care...
and right at this moment.. this job came by.... FINE>>>>.. i will take it.... since i made it my way... den i shall make it really freaking different... i m going to change...

this job is changing my life for sure......