hey....

been a long time since i updated... lotsa things going on right now yah... hm... finished my poly life.. went to a kelong in mersing in Malaysia... chalets... chalets and more chalets... now just waiting for my NS... rotting away... dunno wat to do in the mean time.. too lazy to even go and work...

Time now is 5.39am dunno why cannot sleep.... haiz... going CMPB again... dunno y... went for the status already... but maybe this time is for airforce one... so wat the heck... damn far sia... haiz... need to chill out more... been a long time since i really went out in the sun... wasted a chance today... as it goes on..........

Calm feeling right now.. listening to the aircon blowing and thinking of the new day that is oncoming... feeling quite empty.. dunno why and dun really care about it... kinda just wan to relax... no nth no watsoever and just listen to the breeze out there..


sigh....

Miss the younger days..... no worries no trouble and just go out and play....

Would there still be such a day......

In a day where the sun is dimly lighted....

Was there such a place call Home ?? how do one define home as ?? Or wats is a family ?? tired of such Qns.......

I need Ans.......

Found a temp job liao... but only working at short hours... so going to find another one to make the day fuller.... haiz.... tired sia... i need a Home.... to rest.....

Exams are over...

Phwee.... after a long struggle.. all is over and a new chapter is about to begin... ahhaha.. army life coming... Gee..e.e... dunno can survive not... but i guess it is just a thing in life bah... no matter wat also have to go through one .... hahaha

A process to help me grow up and be stronger in my thinking... hm... think going to find a temp job for a month or two so wun be too tied up in my pocket... haha.. be4 going army must go some place for shopping or relaxation... singapore really not much of a place to play sia... or should i say.. everything here involve money sia... well mostly la... hahaha

haiz... sianz... dunno wat i wan to do sia... dunno dunno... had a tok wif a classmate recently.. and was thinking about wat to do after my army... dunno sia... really dunno sia... every now and then, just think and wonder here and there sia...but still not a confirm ans is in my head...

Feel like playing basketball... but den again... dunno y i just dun seems to want to play sia... contridicting rite?? well this is me right now.... no decision making... just a lost sheep in the herd or flock... eng poor la....