stupid me...

Aiyoooooooo dumb me.... threw my key in my bike seats and lock it wif my wallet in it.... haizzzzzz

Have to spend some stupid cash on it yet again.... haizzzz

long nite to go.... wondered if there is sth for me do?? are there ???

guess my room is one thing i can do.. PACK UP...hahahaha
lazy me never pack my room again... hahahaa...

feel like swimming ...hahaha jump into the pool and go crazy in it...hahha
nut case..

Wat I wan ??

There is always alot of things that each and everyone of us would like to have in life.......
Let say for instance.... Money,Car,House,Family-----basic stuff that many ppl would wan.......
And when time goes by.... ppl would appreciate if they have a partner in life.... a sould mate, a listening ear ~ ~ How about U ???
What would you really want in life ??


Would U envy those that already have the basics in life???
What about seeing other with their partner holding hands walking down the street??

Which would u rather have ?? Or which would u rather not have ~ ~ ~

Just woke up and kinda feel like staring out to the window as the rain pour down from the unbelievable sky above.....

Made me think about some stuff I talked with my friends yesterday...
Things aint going to change till u learnt to let go.... Well, maybe at times, somethings are not meant to let go ~ ~ ~ What do you people out there think ???

My hand is really rough from the things i do ~ ~ ~
How about yours ??

Do you believe in Karma?? hahahahaa I guess many people believe in it... Me ??? i believe in Karma too.... But more on Karma Sutra....hahhahhaaha ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ ~

Things like retribution ~ ~ ~ Do you wish for that to happened to the ppl around ya ?? and do u curse your last bf/gf about wat u are now ??? Grow up ~ ~ ~ Nobody in the world owe us anything......


Kinda like to have kids now.... hahahahh ~ ~ crazy thinking huh ~ ~ but i guess the idea of having a early family and a big family turn me on ~ ~ ~ :P

Any takers out there ??? Kidding ~ ~haahaaha

Felt it ~ ~ ~

Nowadays... i just sit around and start feeling this special feeling.....
Got scolded by some friends, but this feeling is really good,

Long weekend this few days, need a good rest, been tired....... really tired..........
but all these goes away when my com is on....... Y ?? How??
Gee...... Amazing it is ~ ~

Would there be a day when it would not be the com i will be smiling at??
hahahaa.... the log is speaking ~ ~ Li Li lo lo....

God i am toking to myself.... hahaha

Not making sense anymore... SLap myself hard....
time is passing by Slowly....
JUst kinda wanna say....... " "<<<< special....

Surprise surprise ~ ~

Back in the early afternoon ~ ~~ took a nap after chatting wif someone.....

Woke up wif a wonderful surprise ~ ~ :)

A early dinner send from someone indirectly From HongKong ~ ~ ~

Guess this was really a very sweet thing to wake up and found out about it ~ ~ :)

Very Happy ~ ~ thanks ~ ~

YES !!!!!!

Was there a day when u stare at sth so hard and after a while... breathe out a heavy breathe and tell yourself that u feel wonderful today ??

Nowadays I feel really refresh ~ ~ though there are shit happening around me everyday.. but den when i think about it, hm.... things aint really that bad compare to the past... HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA ~ ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~~~ ~

Every morning, things always start off in a sweet way ya :)
Every nite, things would end in a lovely way too :)

In the day, certain things might make it seen so unworthly of wat is happening...... but den again who can expect things to always work out perfectly in everyones' wants???

Been offer a 4months trip to go oversea to serve part of the Ns life........ Should I ???
4months seem really long......
Wat would things turn out after that ???
Many things to consider be4 making ths decision........
4months..............................................................................

nvm... it is a choice to make and by me.... :)

freaking week for me.... NOT really good but also not really that bad.. gee.....
wat am i toking about ? piangzzzzzzzz

yawn.......... everyday is a tiring day after being posted to this new place...
life seem to take for a slower pace now....


hm.... aint it good thing ??? I wondered ~ ~ like a old man taking a stroll down the lonely beach thinking of the good old times ~ ~ I wish.....................

Kinda feel like having a good time blasting my music... ahaha but damn.. it is late now... sure kana screw left and right if i do so... gee....

Sweating like shit now... been long since i worked out... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ` ~ ~ ~ ~ need a break from the singapore space ~ ~hahahaha...............

Let me feel the moonlight of your country will ya :)

Ta ta da da ~ ~

Ah... after a long 16 days of mc... refreshed.. but not looking forward to the next sucky life at the now place... hm... but just i would just have to bear wif it ~ ~~

THings might just not be that bad after all ~~ ~

But a week out there would serve to be entiringly boring... hahahhah ~ ~ especially without a computer.... MY computer... hahhaha..

Hope time pass by quickly and dunno wat i wan to say anymore... Geeeeee