May 2008

Been a long time since i last touch this cobwebbed filled blog...

Reach home around 4+ in the morning, fell asleep only to wake up around 5.10am ... the indefinably insecure feeling overwhelmed me.... slight drizzle hit my window as i gazed out... traffic slowly filled the road and even the cats start leaving the front of my gate...

went for a jog and sort of calm down, been a long time since i ran( esp when i just drank!) haaaaha sat at the fitness corner and there i saw this cute old couple around 60+ 70+ years old? they were exercising together and the grandpa suddenly move to the back and hold the grandma by the waist and start dancing... DAMN CUTE!!!!

Just how envy them ?? unspeakable moment ~ ~ smile to them and walked off,wun wan to spoilt that 'Moment' for them ~ ~

washed up and got back to bed around 8, surprisingly i am still very awake.... for that Special 5min ~ ~hahahahha.. okok just trying to be lame for a sec yeah ~ ~

Sunday< a day for family members to get together and spend the day together > so how many out there are actually doing that ?? or rather, when was the last time YOUR whole family spend a nice afternoon together?? be it watching tv or even crapping shit infront your grandparents ??? hm.... can't really remember yeah??

well, make time for such yeah ~ ~ cos down the road, u might never ever get anymore chance just like me ~ Smile ~ :)

Been a long time since i went out on my own ~ ~ ~ INTENTION FOR THE DAY!!!! Be alone..... till further notice,hahhahaa ~ ~ WAT ? hahahahahah, at least till 8pm lo ~ ~ who knows wat prog i might have on a sunday nite right? i am a busy man ok? hahha who am i kidding ? geez ~ ~

Fine, shall just grab some drinks and chill at some corner in our lit small sg ~ ~ haiz ~ ~ Love the sun BUT hate the heat ~ ~ smile ~~

What Francis Means

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Starry nite ~ ~

Yawn ~ ~ gorge myself just now ~ ~shit, should not have done that sia ~ ~argh ~ ~ Burst ~ ~ the bubble of anger finally burst out of freedom and totall released into the air ~ ~ geee, it killed that particular person...

Shitty aint it?? but den again, i dun really care... long enough, aint going to let it lie down just like that ~ ~ I need a break soon and i mean REAL SOON!!! finally going to taiwan for a month soon ~ ~argh ~ ~ Good in a way.. lets just hope i get to go iraq.... SG is really getting on me le... haiz...

MIA in process soon ~ ~ ~ meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Kinda tired today... suddenly...

Days of resting was good just.... dunno y suddenly feel so tired... tired cos of wat?? I wondered ~ ~ was it my life that is tiring?? or is it just me??

Ppl reading my blog would just keep asking me why i seems like such a emo person.. hahaha actually.. this is only me at certain point of time and i usually just blog when i have no where to make my voice heard .....

Went outside to take a puff on my swing, kinda wondering how the days would be like that are coming my way ~ ~ I know i like my life to be filled wif excitment,thrills... but can i still catch up wif wat i am doing?? looking at the people around me.... at times i like to ask them... Y are u still here??

hahaha weird right?? maybe i am stuck at this stage for quite a long time, i need a strong push..... a leap... a jump or sth....

Misunderstanding keeps filling the air even though no one voices out... someone just told me this again... "y do u seems so unreal?? we all know u are unhappy... y try to be the strong support when u are the one that really needs the support instead..."

I just shook my head.... and gave an ans" I dunno y"


Stare up high.... looking far and feeling the tiredness getting onto me.... Maybe i really need a strong support... :)

hahhaha.. OOKOKOK feels great after all this writing... :)

hell of a week ~ ~

Ha... can never believe how my CNY started off.... FREAKING high.... to freaking low.... haiz... Life, who can expect it to be smooth... compensation... was my friend told me it was.... gee...

If that was the case... haiz.. gone it shall be... made a fool out of myself ~ ~ watever it is, life goes on huh... could not believe, I actually club on wed,fri and even on sat... Hell of a great time wif my beloved Sista and her friends.... geee ~ ~ Hug u tightly ~~ thanks thanks thanks ~ ~ :)

just wanted to get wasted on that week... but somehow or rather... i was even more sober after the amount of scary drinks we had... argh.... SCARY ~ ~ my sis is crazy... and she make sure others are as crazy as she is... HOHOHOHOHOOoo ~ ~ that was wat make ME happy ~~ hahahaha :P

Jian dan ai... I love and hate this song... can u believe it?? Del away the song just to find it playing in my play list again... strange??? ha.. i guess life is filled wif unexpected hope huh ~ ~

By the way, who is the unknown person for the comment?? hahaha.. leave a name or sth la... :)

CUrse....

now... i am like a ball rolling up and down, to and fro in watever direction u wan me to.... Helpless and senseless, numb... and afraid...

Can never believe this is ever happening to me... and to think that person is u..
I admit I lost it.... from the very start, i have already lost it 9 years ago....

maybe this is just a everlasting curse that will go round and round....

nobody believe this is me too......

:)

enjoying the lifestyle now ~~ totally digging it ~ ~ So wat is all these about me being SINGLE????

WOW LAO!!!! Y the whole world dun believe i am single???? GOT WRONG MEH!!!! hahahahaha.... almost any old friend i bump into will ask and NEVER BELIEVE!!!! KAOZ!!!! AND I SELDOM CLUB LE LO!!!!!! WOW LAO EH!!!!!!!

Helpless against all these labelling sia ~ ~ SINGLE SINGLE SINGLE!! OK!!!!!


hahaahhahaha,, being single is nice mah ~ ~ so relax, no prob, no nth ~ ~ and some silly pig say she wan a da sao by her birthday!!!! DA GE u wan a not..hahahaha
Going to ord soon le :)

Work work ~ ~ really lazy to study le ~ ~ haiz ~ ~ I WAN TO OPEN MY SHOP SOON!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............. still have to wait.. haiz ~ ~ sianz~ ~