Kinda tired today... suddenly...

Days of resting was good just.... dunno y suddenly feel so tired... tired cos of wat?? I wondered ~ ~ was it my life that is tiring?? or is it just me??

Ppl reading my blog would just keep asking me why i seems like such a emo person.. hahaha actually.. this is only me at certain point of time and i usually just blog when i have no where to make my voice heard .....

Went outside to take a puff on my swing, kinda wondering how the days would be like that are coming my way ~ ~ I know i like my life to be filled wif excitment,thrills... but can i still catch up wif wat i am doing?? looking at the people around me.... at times i like to ask them... Y are u still here??

hahaha weird right?? maybe i am stuck at this stage for quite a long time, i need a strong push..... a leap... a jump or sth....

Misunderstanding keeps filling the air even though no one voices out... someone just told me this again... "y do u seems so unreal?? we all know u are unhappy... y try to be the strong support when u are the one that really needs the support instead..."

I just shook my head.... and gave an ans" I dunno y"


Stare up high.... looking far and feeling the tiredness getting onto me.... Maybe i really need a strong support... :)

hahhaha.. OOKOKOK feels great after all this writing... :)

hell of a week ~ ~

Ha... can never believe how my CNY started off.... FREAKING high.... to freaking low.... haiz... Life, who can expect it to be smooth... compensation... was my friend told me it was.... gee...

If that was the case... haiz.. gone it shall be... made a fool out of myself ~ ~ watever it is, life goes on huh... could not believe, I actually club on wed,fri and even on sat... Hell of a great time wif my beloved Sista and her friends.... geee ~ ~ Hug u tightly ~~ thanks thanks thanks ~ ~ :)

just wanted to get wasted on that week... but somehow or rather... i was even more sober after the amount of scary drinks we had... argh.... SCARY ~ ~ my sis is crazy... and she make sure others are as crazy as she is... HOHOHOHOHOOoo ~ ~ that was wat make ME happy ~~ hahahaha :P

Jian dan ai... I love and hate this song... can u believe it?? Del away the song just to find it playing in my play list again... strange??? ha.. i guess life is filled wif unexpected hope huh ~ ~

By the way, who is the unknown person for the comment?? hahaha.. leave a name or sth la... :)

CUrse....

now... i am like a ball rolling up and down, to and fro in watever direction u wan me to.... Helpless and senseless, numb... and afraid...

Can never believe this is ever happening to me... and to think that person is u..
I admit I lost it.... from the very start, i have already lost it 9 years ago....

maybe this is just a everlasting curse that will go round and round....

nobody believe this is me too......