day out ~ ~

sentosa ~ ~ haha beach day again `~ ~ hehehe.... c my skin colour den u can predict the weather liao...... WoooOWooo..... had a great day wif extreme fun there..... lots of people playing around... though i dun think i know much there...hm..... but seems to mingle well into it....not so bad....hahahhah.....
The sea felt so good.... went into the sea at least 10 times.... had a long lonely swim as well.... hm... seems like the view in the middle of the sea are wat we would seldom see..... floating there and enjoying the sun,water,view and the eagles flying above.... felt so relaxed..... totally no worrys at all at that point of time.... ~ ~ ~

Fun went pass quickly.....
now at home lame le...
~~ ~ ~ ~

is it me or is it just me ??

Was not tired......
Was a bit pissed.....
Even wanted to walked off....
Nearly say sth.....
Kept Quiet......
Walked away soon after.....
Freaking pissed off ~ ~


Good nite ~ ~

@#%*&@#%#^$#^&@$#^%&^**$%%@#% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so bored ~ ~

I m so bored right now ~ ~ listening to some crap jazz now.... even worse.... La Vie en Rose..... geez ~ ~ ~ made me even more sianz ~ ~ cannot sleep leh ~ ~ aiyooo.... stupid back ~ ~ hurting again ~ ~~ going to kill my friend liao la... idiot... go and slam me.... now my back like getting worse.... WOW LAO EH>.... HOw to sleep la..... ~ ~ kaoz ~~ ~sianz.... go and c stars liao.... if there is any ~ ~` byee~ ~

$$$ flow away sia......

Wooo.... bad start of the day... cos late...hahah lucky sia... just in time for my lab test....hahaha got full mark wor... ZAI.....hahaha.... but kana slam sia... idiot.... hurt my back again sia.... went to see a doc in the afternoon sia... dunno give me some med to eat and rub on.... diaoz lo.... heck la... think next week go back have a x-ray den ask that doc to refer me to a specialist liao ~ ~ kinda sore even right now.....hm...... heck ~ ~` went shopping wif abdul sia..OH MY GOD>>>>.. guess how much we both spent on clothes and pants alone???? $200+ each lo.....shit... totally over budget sia.... but den was like totally enjoying the time sia... even skip my dance lesson sia.... think worth it sia... cos can see abdul parade in and out of the changing room......hahaha machiam like a celebrity sia... lol... think today he tried out over 10 types of clothes lo..... hahahah ZAI ~ ~
he got 4 shirts <> hahahaha ... i got 2 shirt,2 pants,a sunglasses ~ ~ ~den went to LOK LOK to eat.... kana chop sia...hahah but nvm la... had a great time sia... had some nice tok wif him too.... FELT SO GREAT ~ ~~ hahaha... but think have to wait till new year time to spend liao... totally over spent liao la...hahaha but nvm.... like the things that we bought... so it is worth it....hehehehe

Arh......

Back starting to hurt again liao sia.... slight swelling at my right side of my back leh... how??? think really have to consult a doc liao la.... hm.... wonder wat he will say...hahaha.... scarly tell me tsk tsk tsk.... not looking good.... den Oh oh liao lo.... hm.... 2morrow going to c a doc liao.... ask him to refer me to a Pro liao.... hm.... hope nth is wrong... though already know sure got thing one.....haiz..... PAIN leh ~ ~ ~

Sun,wind,cloud,Star and the Moon

Where do we find darkness on a Sunny day??
Where do we find light on a nite filled wif stars and moon ??

Many says that the heart of a person is made up of good at first but the bad comes in between as days goes by... Y is it so ??

Can we really choose the road we wan to walk down the path of fate ?? or was it planned in advance from the very beginning ??

I believe in Fate.....but i believe in myself more.... Fate allows me to meet people down the road, good friends,bad company.... but in the end, it is still up to me to walk my path.... i choose this path a long time ago......

Can anyone tell me if i have made a right choice ??

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Late liao....meeting her at 830.... still on bus 830 liao...hahahah 831, sms me liao...hahha wow lao... 1 min nia ~ ~ ~pig leh.... hahaha went to sch wif her in the morning ~ ~lol.... poor cat sneezing away.... catch a cold liao la.... aiyoo yoo... some more she discovered her bottle crack liao..... ~ ~ ~long time ago liao... just that she never realised it.... seems a bit sad over it ~ ~ shug** den walk to sch after dropping off lo... haha.... saw someone lo....hamster'sis ex bf.... JERK....asshole....hahha dun ask y,.... u wun wan to know.... ~ ~ ~ hahaha but saw another person...hahaha.... looking at each other sia.... lol... comical ~ ~ ~

the rest of the day was alright.... manage to study a bit at home and went to gym lo.... den went home rest soon after.... normal day i guess... ate alot today... hm.... wondered wat happened ~ ~
???? no idea.... thought i would onli stuff myself if i freaking angry.....but i wasn't leh.... funny ~ ~ hahaha.... nvm.... hey u better go and eat your cold med hor ~ ~if not wed , your voice sounds funny dun blame me har ~~ ~

Mood is in a 4.5 / 10

Water can be seen as clear but also cannot be seen through at times... Many a times, we see things as it is wat we see... but is it really wat we saw ?? How do u know if things are really right and not wrong ???

Is facing the fact right or at times running away from the fact is right too ?? can we really judge between the right and the wrong?? Ask the people around u ~ ~ How beautiful is the gal u saw just now ?? really beautiful ??? on the outside or on the inside??

Can u say today is a nice day??
when there are people suffering on the other side of the earth ~ ~

After all these i had said ~~ ~ Would u still believe wat i said to anyone of u ???

Ask me this Qns.... I would say yes..... cos i believe in myself ~ ~

Had fun wif all sia~ ~

hahah...was waiting for the cat to appear but she onli manage to arrive at 7+ ...hahahah nvm la.. must br frantic at home thinking of wat to wear...hahah kiddin la... den quickly go and do the stuff she needed to do while i prepare and quickly rush down to compasspoint to buy present for doreen...hehe hope u like the shirt..Happy birthday too.... got down to Paradiaz center to find guorui and the bunch of monkey friends...hahaha...K Box.... WOoo.... think we really sing like siao lo.... though like our voice cannot make it one lo...hahaha ai zai... we are all 'ge shen'.... around 11+,wz,xl,mcken,mw,baboon went off le...sad sia.... so early go off liao....hahaha.. but nvm... doreen and the cat came to find us after their litte sisters gathering of pool...hahaaha.. den was like carry on going crazy in the room sia... throwing nuts around and singing freaking high pitch songS.....all the shin and watever TU* also sing sia...hahaha... but at some point of time, i was like really enjoying the moment in it cos enjoying the small tok wif my cat...hahaha... hm..... wooo... den around 2+ on wards.. think everyone getting tired liao...hahhaha onli left the cat and Ck singing together...hehehe not bad wor....hahah... we all sang 'peng You' for tgr to hear...hahah.. wonder was he really yawning away or was he trying to cover his feeling...hahaha... nvm... happy can liao lo...just wan to say that... we are all behind u....in army or out of army... friends we will be and no matter wat happened, Pcc will be there open for u, cos that where our friendship started and will not end....

went for supper after singing and was like...WA TA... saw so many transexual sia...wow lao eh... den still got one.......EW>....... dun even wan to think about it...WOW piang....disgusted... cos is super low grade de transexual...yucks ~~ ~after that walked up fort canning hill.. walking slowly wif my lovely cat and was toking along lo..hahah...but den starting to do lame things liao.. tried to scare chin xiang and ster but was like.... atmosphere wasn't there sia... failed.... haiz... den kana scared by the leaves sia... kaoz... suddenly fall 1 behind me... den i walk and stop awhile... another drop on my head....wow lao... possiblitiy how much onli????hahahah but den the hill was not scary leh... cos dun feel eerie...haha... walk to clark quay MRT station.....hahaha freaking lame lo...cos when reach inside, stupid ster start to say my pong he....kaoz... den all start to suan each other.... ster de pong gae,kailong the pong nose and wat ever stupid things also say la... real fun.... but den deary cat was so tired... lay on my should den keep slipping off....hahahah.... think really really too tired liao... den will shiver suddenly... thought she having nite mare sia... den she slept all the way throught back to Hougang... walk her home and went back myself lo.... yawn ~ ~ tired but a fun day..... have to rest liao ~ ~~

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15

Day by day it past, day by day it grew... was it me or was it sth else ?? slight thought can be so sweet while some sights can be so unforgettable.. jokes and laughers is filling us up and maybe smiles will bloom in our heart, slowly forming a flower and soon bees and butterflies will gather round it.. no matter wat happen they will be flying around it till it dies and withered off.... even den, the earth will take it wif her to form a new living thing and maybe a flower is about to be bloom again ~ ~ ~ trust and believe is the thing that carry things around... Do u believe and trust in ..........

Far ahead.....

starting doin things liao... but in a slow movement... cos not in the mood currently to do things.... cos heard some idiots... spreading some thing that i did not do lo.... U are the one who did those things lo... kaoz.... den tryin to push everything to me ??? i did nth lo... i did not even touch u in the first place lo... kaoz.... so stop making it seems that i was the person that started this matter lo... and by the way... i did not even entertain u in the first place... keep your hands to yourself OK ???? yucks..... spoilt my mood.... wasting time sia.... no matter wat.... u are u and i m i lo..... dun even think of stepping a foot feet into my world lo... cos u have to be invited in and plus.... all the invitation cards has been sent out...and guess wat ???? U are not on the list.... so bug off ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

days in sch just seems to be getting more and more bored ~ ~

another boring day in sch sia.... had so much break today... all the teachers was like M.I.A sia.... all missing sia... without notice somemore... waste time sia.... den lame here and there...den realli confirm that the class is different liao sia.... really sucks ....hahaha... heck liao la... think realli is those after poly life den confirm not going to bother about them liao sia.... worse den my unwanted clothes....hahah at least i still keep them in my drawer or cardboard.. think after this sem den should be easy liao... cos onli need them to teach me my subject for this sem onli.... realli sucks hor ??? hahaha..... me ??? no la... prob dun lie on me.... hahaha... people around in class should know la ~ ~ heck... LOSER>.....hahahaha.... trying to do that kind of off play games.... off u go la... chey.... i got a better life ~ ~ ~

hahaha....went to gym in the afternoon wif baboon & gay sia... haha... the counter that guy still remember me sia....hahaha even ask y i so long never go liao...den say i should go there more...hahaha happy to hear that... cos so many people in and out, and he can remember me.... WOW..... lucky me...hahaha... den after that went to bball training.... last second training wif Guo rui liao sia.... he going army liao.... ai zai.... we will play wif u till 22 one..... today bball training was so freaking siong sia.... hahaha... very serious also... glad cos at least understand the spirit in the people training wif us.... GREAT JOB..... den won every match on full court....hahahah great team work sia.... though i miss so many funny lan di.... too hao lian liao... trying to bring the board home sia.....hahahaha hit till hand pain...hahaha... aiyooo... need to rest a bit liao... cos knee a bit pain liao sia... scared that the old injury comes back sia... if come back.... dunno how to handle it sia.... ~ ~ ~ ~

relaxing day it was today.....

I realli study a bit today sia...hahha but onli a bit la... not much though.. alot of things to settle liao... better start clearing them...haha met up JL in the afternoon den accompany her for her judo be4 meeting abdul for a walk at bishan< ~sad place huh~> den went for a movie followed by some window shopping... den went back sch to find JL for dinner...haha but onli both of us went for dinner onli... no light bulb followed us..hehehe... KFC... haha eat liao sure a bit fat one... ahhah had some fun moment there sia...hahaha wan to suan her but den yet i wanted her to eat.... funny sia.... ahhaha... den walk to pcc to c who was around.... saw a few friends den had a slight chat be4 walking her home...hehehe... the sky was quite clear tonite sia... there weres quite a lot of stars sia... been missing their present for a long time liao...hahah playing hide & seek sia... hahah... there is still a long way down the road..... may there be fun and laughers around us but as well as trouble and waves surrounding us...... so that we can experience the sweetness and bitterness of all.... cos wif bitterness around us den will be understand the slight happiness that is filling us up time and time ~ ~ ~good nite~ ~

13 if jan or 13 of feb....no diff

going to be 13th of jan liao... being a long time liao.... thinking back sia... hahaha... great memories hor ?? but it had ended.... wonder wat would it have been right now if it did not happen.... wat would i have been ?? or even the people around would have been ~ ~~ not much use thinking about things that is not going to happen right ?? maybe as time pass things really do change a lot huh ? ? for the better or for the worse ?? maybe no one can really ans that ~ ~ 13 of jan coming.... but wat about 13 of feb ?? will it come as quickly ?? or will it pass by without me knowing about it ?? y does it had to have 2 dates ? so that i can remember it even more deeply ?? though it is onli one.... had made it a point that regardless of wat.... i will be thinking of it... deep down..... looking around the people walking past me.... has it really makes me feel different ??? maybe one or two... wat will i become later down in my life ??? a floap ?? lets hope not.... cos i will not allow myself to be...ha.....ha......ha ~ ~ laughing and smiling has become part of me in disgusing myself... dream is the place where we will meet again.... but do i really wan to meet u again ??? ans is YES.....but also NO...... good nite ~ ~

fail but den is alright...hahaha

aiyoo... fail my car TP sia... haha but never mind la... deserve to fail one... also buay zai enough... hahah... and as wat bao quan said lo... better to have 2 time try be4 getting the licence so taht can learn from mistake and be more caution...hahha self sole....hahaah.... alright la... not very in need of the licence as well so does not realli matter.... aiyooo... but got one thing that i think must really really force myself to do liao... STUDY.... some one.... help me can a not ? ? ?push me to study leh... ar bo like machiam not schooling now sia... Pom lesson like is free one lo...hahaha... is a way also la...hahaha... today de lesson start from 9-6 yet i went to sch at 5pm to eat wif gf and friends sia.... imagine the class is studying and yet i m some where in sch eating.... oh my.... hahaha wat m i thinking ? ? aiya... as usual la... Francis leh... the lazy one .... geeezzz.... better change... think every wed must start to study a bit liao... seems like the class aint as helpful as be4....hahahah

blush ~~

WooWooooo... went for my car practical today den quickly rush back home to makan sia...hahathanks sia... my aunt bought for me some food sia... totally appreciate sia... ar bo would have stave sia...hahah den quickly ask my uncle to drive me to cc sia...hahah cos was afraid of being late....heheheh reach cc still alright was not the last one there so still not so bad...hahaha went to kovan cc .... for the frenly match...hahah after so long.... haiz.... lousy performace though..,, but at least got over my fear of it... and tried to enjoy the match by really getting myself to laugh out loud sia.. so can calm myself down...hehehe... did score some shots but miss some sure scoring shots... heck la... over liao.... went to makan....hehehe... den after that walk JL home...hehehe finally did wat i wanted to do....haha dun xiang Y Y lo.....hahaha not bad... hahaha den went for supper wif some of my buddy... WoooWOoo... i kana the freaking chilli.... arh.... my throat is like... sore liao lo...wif that extra flavouring.... OH MY GOD lo....hahah.... 2morrow having my car TP liao.... lets hope i can pass sia.....hhahaha... den can focus on others things liao.. haahaha.... overall conclusion of the day was......hahahahah really really not bad wif some nice nice things happening in between.... some SMELLY things...hahahaha... paiseh la.... just wanted to do that la...hahaha... malu hor ? haahahahahahah nvm.... :P go and play liao` ~ ~ ~~

had a nice day out....

times really do flies when u are enjoying huh ~ ~hahaha did enjoy the day... cos was out wif someone i like.... haha not bad.... though still tired... but had a great day out... went to here and there sia... not bad... been a long time since travel here and there liao....hehehe Thanks for the day out ~~ nite ~~

dead tired.....can anyone help me massage my back ? ?

geez.....4.45 am liao... just reach home not long ago sia... should not have goine supper wif my work mate sia.... now realli very tired sia....need some back massages... aiyoo. how i wish there is another me sia... den i can massage myself sia... sure very shuang de lo... expert at massages...hahahaha.... as if la.... lol.... have to rest liao la... 2morrow still got to go out.... hehehehe....... nites guys ~ ~

a quiz i did ~ ~ ~

Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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My hair................ no more liao......

went to cut my hair till like.... dunno wat la... kinda short la...haha... den if never style it.... look so funny... like a bird best like that leh.... aiyooo yooooo.... but not going let it affect my day...hehehe went to K-box again.... wif a sore throat... but heck la... sing sing and sing...totally sore now.... hahaha nvm... as usual....heheheh... but was thinking about sth this afternoon... wrote a sms... but was not sure if i really sent it out... gee... or did i send it to a wrong person intented ? haiz... sianz 1/2 sia... went to cc wif a heavy heart.... den went to eat dinner and here back on this lousy room of mine using the friend infront of me...Internet... gee.... no life leh....

hm.... kinda feels funny...

things went well in sch today... onli certain things that happened that makes me felt a bit disturbed.... hm.... must be i bo liao la....hahaha... heck... gosh... seems to be falling sick again.. aiyoo yoo... have to drink water liao.... went for a run wif her just now... not bad... been a long time since i went running liao... better start training myself up as well sia... 2morrow going to cuthair liao... hm..... lets c how my hair will be 2morrow ....hahaha... lets go man... i m feeling good.... ah.... secret prayers for U..... li li lo lo ah mi to fu.... makareena limbo time....hahha ok ok...Good luck ~ ~ `

hm....wonder if she is mentally ok now...

aiyoo yoo.... heard wat she said in the net... recalled the incident also a bit..... haha a bit piss off sia...damn.... hope u can get over it... stupid me la.... who ask me to suggest such a game.... idiot me ..... haiz....

So torturing

never had this feeling be4.... suddenly woke up wif everything totally lost.... Xiang Long.... realli realli thank u... wei zhong u too.... bao thanks for the slight sms ....need that so much....think i realli under great stress..... realli no more regrets..... and i wan to make sure I DUN............ think i realli ain't wat i always think i was..... ok... go the idea......... thank u all......

who m i ? can tell me ?

Nite fall... tired m i.... but den.... wats so tiring ?? was it me ?? or was it ........... the rain were long and weary.... like the tears of a maiden falling upon on the earth to express her sorrow... pool of them and it just seems so useless... hey u.... me ?? ya... the one in the mirror.... get a life will ya.... heck... kana scolded by myself...hahah.. lame ass.... byee byee ~ ~

day of mermories......

HM........... this and that.......bball and that.... u and that.... me and that......... sianz............ go guorui house and rot liao....... :P

Great start of the year....HAppening nite it was.....

li ca yo yo...hahaha 369 damn it high,hang your hand in the air...>WOoooooooo HAPPY NEW YEAR..... hahah... 31st nite it started............1st of Jan it ended ....... yeah man.... totally blew the troubles off, cos was forgetting to bring it out to 2005 and Sooooooooooooo.............. IT WAS GREAT..... went to had dinner wif my kakis...haha but met abdul,meiwen and fion first....hahah.. wooo woooo... they little 2 gals were wearing skirt.....hahah lets say...it was...hm...... let me think about it yah.... well.... nice la....hahaha reach chomp chomp and saw lica lica marShallowww....hahah alone sia.... the rest of the so being so nice asking us to reach at 5 when they finally reached at 6.58.... COOL MAN>.....hahahaha... heck was like... not even a slight piss sia.... totally into the celebrating season... so let us heck the day wif laughers onli.... after while went to Great world City...hahah.... actually watching movies wif a totally of 10 people... but den some unhappy stuffs happened... nah... lets skip that.... movies was nice.... FUNNNNNYYYYYY den when finish the show..... we did sth..... we became thieives....hahahah stole sth nice out of the cinema...hahahahah..... den when to met the rest of the gang.... slacking away at one corner sia.... hahaha..... den was actually going to esplanade for countdown....hahaha... but den was about to find a exit to get out great world.. but was like suddenly..... PHOTO TIME.... hahahaha.... everyone was in the fun.... photos session never seems to be a unhappy session.... never for me again.....hahha.... den in the end quickly rush to the 7-11 nearby to get some breezers....be4 we even did.... countdown begins...hahah... so count down in the 7-11 lo...hahah... not much feeling at that time.... so just got the drinks and went out for photos and chat..... den after a while phonecalls rushes in ....hahahh thanks u all for the wishes.... den went to opp of Paradiz centre to a pub la.....hahah... never really see the name of it... wasted.... cos it was like..... hm....... wat can i say har ??? let me think properly..... oh.... NICE>>>.......... had this game of bingo and was like winning $$ but den suay la... our table never win...hahah but heck la... for fun mah... and come on...honestly... DIDN'T WE ??????hahahahaha yeah man..... den ordered jugs of beer and OTALA liao lo...hahahadden played some 'chai quan' hahaha won abdul but lost to JL sia... wow ta.... let abdul drink a glass but in the end also have to drink a glass down.... LOL.... was so fun sia.... den soon started our photo session again...hahahah was like.... everyone take photo till so happy lo...hahha... even the pub lady boss also come and take wif us sia.... and wat can we say for our lady boss???? U WERE GREAT.....good service and let c.... much more of a friend den a owner to us....haha THANKS..... totally did not let us stop having fun..... still got singing session sia...hahaha.... totally gave it all sia.... the whole group os us was like.... singing group.....wait wait wait.... lets not forget the other people there.... WoooWOooo... great atmosphere they provided... hahahaha... den starting my stupid ideas... damn... kissing game.... aiyoo yooo..... first person spin the pen den whoever the pens points to get to spin the pen for the person that he/she has to kiss.... thought of kissing on the cheek onli...but den who knows.... ended lips to lips... great fun i guess...ha....ha.....ha... got to kiss weizhong ,Karin and JiaLing..... wooo wooo.. lucky first one is weizhong and followed by the 2 lady sia... if kana weizhong as the last one...i will be like oh SHIT.....hahaha... totally fun.... but was like.... found out about sth.... but lets keep it a secret first... later i guess wrongly den die sia...hahahaha..... went to find Kailong they all at the 7-11 den they were like slacking away there lo but went off shortly after we reach... they going to fort canning again...hahah....we rested there for quite some time be4 we walked to douby ghaut MRT station there to rest and wait for the first train.... while in the train, meet up wif chin seong they all again...haha lucky huh? ? ?hahahaha yeah man... totally fun... great way to celebrate the first day of 2005....hahah lets hope all my resolutions can be achieve.... one of them lets hope by this sunday i can make it happened.... haiz..... lets just hope..... Bball stress sia... but thanks all u guys for the encouragement.... Will be playing but den just hope will not disappoint u all...... ar bo really -_-''' .............. ok la... going for my 2nd sleeping session liao..... yoz....... gambate for your all resolutions hor..... we can MAKE IT HAPPEN ~ ~ ~cheers ....great to know u guys.....