13 if jan or 13 of feb....no diff

going to be 13th of jan liao... being a long time liao.... thinking back sia... hahaha... great memories hor ?? but it had ended.... wonder wat would it have been right now if it did not happen.... wat would i have been ?? or even the people around would have been ~ ~~ not much use thinking about things that is not going to happen right ?? maybe as time pass things really do change a lot huh ? ? for the better or for the worse ?? maybe no one can really ans that ~ ~ 13 of jan coming.... but wat about 13 of feb ?? will it come as quickly ?? or will it pass by without me knowing about it ?? y does it had to have 2 dates ? so that i can remember it even more deeply ?? though it is onli one.... had made it a point that regardless of wat.... i will be thinking of it... deep down..... looking around the people walking past me.... has it really makes me feel different ??? maybe one or two... wat will i become later down in my life ??? a floap ?? lets hope not.... cos i will not allow myself to be...ha.....ha......ha ~ ~ laughing and smiling has become part of me in disgusing myself... dream is the place where we will meet again.... but do i really wan to meet u again ??? ans is YES.....but also NO...... good nite ~ ~