Sunday, July 10, 2005

looking ahead.....

Time goes by faster and faster each day.... the world is spinning harder and harder... but y m i walking slower and slower... cannot keep up the pace??? or is it just the force of support not enough... by the time i reach the checkpoint, the audiences have already left....

maybe i should have think about the route i was to take be4 setting off in my life... wonder how the near future would lead me too... few more months be4 going into the army... haha.. fast hor... seems like 3 years ago when i was still saying " aiya, still a long way la... three years later leh... hahhaah"
hm... come to think of it... wat have i achieve in these few days ?? haiz... shame to say... nth was done... just spending my youth away... having some things uncompleted in life... when will i feel the fulfilling moment in my life ??? just waiting for the right time to come... or should i say... fighting for the moment to reach...

Having some thoughts recently and was like... maybe it is really time to settle myself in my mindcept wise... time to stop fooling around... where was the dream i had when i was young... drifted away from me just so far away.... have not been myself lately.. even at times when i m enjoying... felt sth bothering me... haha... the mind is tricking me again... tell me that i m being respected.... well, only when i m working or doing the project in IPG do i felt the respect given...

How many ppl actually appreciate to respect YOU ?? well.... think about it... y should they....... Earn it and lose it at the same time...

I wan to earn sth... i will get it no matter wat... the me that is me....

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