hm.... kinda feel out of way after a chat wif my friend last nite... happened to get to know more stuff den i was suppose to know in the first place when things was already out of place liao... damn.... how do i confront myself sia... totally cannot understand it sia... but den things should just settle down for the time being i guess...
so ignorance sia... i just dun understand to the fact la... cannot take it sia... Arh.... dunno whether m i suppose to be angry or watsoever sia... just dun like the feeling of being lied to.... y can't human being be more true to each other ??
how to believe if peopl choose to break the chain of trust in the first place ?? just felt kinda low in the feeling sia... aARhhhhh ~ ~ cannot get over it sia... trying so hard... haiz... maybe a sorry or a true hearted apologize is really needed in a way or two... haiz.... i feel terrible in my form of understanding.... but wat can i do to make ppl understand how i feel ?? do i really have to say all out so as to let them know... but why doesn't their heart strain when they lie.... or m i just too concern wif the thinking i m having right now ?? human are born to lie to one another.... i admit that i too have lied be4... maybe wat i have done also apply to the rest too... cos i had lied be4 too... hAAHAHAH... corny it might sound... terrible the feeling that it hurts..... could not really sleep last nite after wat i heard... just made my blood really boil to the extend sia... i wan to understand the fact but just cannot accept it... hahaha.. maybe i m giving myself too much stress in a way or two... haiz... fine... dun care about it liao... wats happened had happened... it is writen at the back of brain... just whether will history repeat itself again... cos when that day happened... mayvbe it is time to rewrite the next history that will take place....
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