The period in my life ~ ~

They said there are ups and downs in life...... But what i am facing now is real DOWN..... kinda did a grave mistake in life recently......... and things happened in my course..... geeezzz.... now i am a person hated by the world ~ ~ well... so said... haizz.z.z.z.z. maybe this is the way of wat I should go through after wat i have done ~ ~ dumb ass ~~~ haizzz.z..z.z.z.