Blank.....

Sniffing the air around me... sounded like a puppy huh ~~
still and cold...
Boooooooooo, even the scare seem monotone ~ ~

wat would happen if I agree to what NYP is offering to me... 4 years...Long??

brush it off... Money may seem good.... but i rather be wat i wan to be...
Might be hard... as long as it is worth it ~ ~

Ster birthday yesterday on 17 11 07 ~ ~ haiz... nvm


What would U write on a blank piece of paper if given to u right now....

I would draw a square wif my name in it and fold it into a paper plane and off it go flying by.....

Confused by wat is happening actually.. need an ans... but maybe it will be better like that huh ~ ~

Nth i can do if i can do nth...

wan to smile more.... but sadly... it seems thati am losing the feeling of it..


How much would u accept to give up on your pride???

I have a better exposure to this...
the meaning to the diff happening ~ ~


slowly I will just get used to the feeling of being just more of a silly friend ~ ~

:)

Flash back ~ ~

Always hold on to the things that u know is important to u...

Wat is the most impt thing on earth for U ??

Family,Friends,Relationship or even your pet ~ ~ ~

Wat will the feeling be when u know that u are going to lose them sooner or later due to some unexpected events ??

The knowingly feeling of losing that grasp on them.... slowly slipping by your hand by your fingers...

aint going to be a good feeling ~ ~ T.T

Hm.... been long since i paid respect to my mum liao ~ ~
2morrow would be good dun u think ?? :)

Memories ~ ~

THe good and bad thing about human is the memories... remember the first time u fell in love??

The first time u kiss??
The first time someone cooked for u??

Wat about the first time when broke up?
The first time someone made u seem so unworthly?
The times that u cried?

Looking back at times like that... ever wonder wat is memories for ?? for sweet thinking or sad dwelling??

Once time passes by, some of it become visually blurred... while other remains as if it just happened yesterday..

The clock will just continue to tick no matter wat...
To do anything in life is just about decision..
The right step ahead? or the wrong step backwards?


Coffee, tea or Me ??
hahhahaha ~ ~ ~ feeling good.. but could have even better wif u around.. guess u are really too far away le la.. :) Waiting for Dec to come.. Goodnite ~ ~

To be felt and answered~ ~

Was reading sth on the diff type of r/s in the world right now... boy and gal, gal and gal , boy and boy ~ ~

So wat is the special meaning towards this?? Is it normal for a guy to like or even to love a guy?? Fell upon this conversation ~ ~

" Wat's the different of loving a woman or a man?? It is just loving someone.. does it matter that much."

I was impressed by this conversation that i heard....

Ppl out there... let this phrase run in your mind now... slowly think it in a simple concept of liking someone.... does it really apply to the sexual gender when it comes to liking or loving someone....

Sensitive topic to many out there....

Another thing... was listening to a song, lyrics was about a person breaking down after a r/s... and the song just went on telling her that ~ ~

Actually she does not really love that man as much as she felt so.... was it just a habit or was it really love?? Telling her that she does not love that guy that much, there was no need for her to feel that bad.. just time to learn to let go....


INteresting... i have this friend who is frequently having a Emo~~ing session whenever he is down... he would like to go drink and often sing those very sad or should i say sentimental love songs.... creating a even more emo atmosphere ~ ~

Remember i got affected that nite cos of some song... did sth really stupid ~ ~ well i guess i cannot say i regretted it or wat cos it aint going to help ~~ LESSON LEARNT!!!!!! :)

Feeling quite hype but also sad today..

Came back from my holiday... was really relaxed throughout... but once back home.. i lost sth.. or should i say someone... :) really special someone.. Guess not much ppl know about it ~ ~ to those who know, it might sound absurd as it aint really often u heard of thigns like that....

The things and happening... just made the memories so wonderful.. Never.. and i mean never was there some other that made things that minor seems so impt...

Missed the mornings i always longed to look forward..
Missed the nite when the conversation seem forever and yet so fast....
Hate the silly arguements that often occurred.. but yet again... who actually bothered about that except U :)

I miss someone... never knew how to explain.. always dumbfounded by your qns.. caught watching video instead of replying u.. hahaha :)
Adore the " I HATE U "
just gladly enjoy the moment of 'airtime' <<<< U guys will never know >>>>

Where have u been..
I am waiting.. really waiting...

rotting at home after ~~

Been away for holiday for almost 3 weeks.... finally reach home and have a good rest... but... somehow... i am feeling lost... wonder y ~ ~ how to explain my mood now... i am feeling good in a while... but yet again.. i feeling lost and frustrated in another sia.... arh ~~~ ~ ~

Been talking wif friends about their r/s and such... gals probs, guys probs..... in the end.... they ask me.. wat about me.. when am i getting another gf?? I was like... does it matter?? confused though.... kept wanting to have a company... to share the joy and laughter as well as the sorrow and pain... but... another thing running through my mind is... aint it good to be single right now ??? no additional load and weight on the shoulder... Wat is the balance between this two thing ~ ~

Seeking some support seriously.... mentally ~ ~would be great to have a sibling huh ~ ~ well... i kinda have sibling but den again.. i dun really ~ ~ ~ironic right ~ ~ nvm... not much ppl understand it though ~ ~

Let the song maybe tonite, maybe 2morrow bring u ppl to the feeling i am going through ~~ `:)