Thursday, November 08, 2007

rotting at home after ~~

Been away for holiday for almost 3 weeks.... finally reach home and have a good rest... but... somehow... i am feeling lost... wonder y ~ ~ how to explain my mood now... i am feeling good in a while... but yet again.. i feeling lost and frustrated in another sia.... arh ~~~ ~ ~

Been talking wif friends about their r/s and such... gals probs, guys probs..... in the end.... they ask me.. wat about me.. when am i getting another gf?? I was like... does it matter?? confused though.... kept wanting to have a company... to share the joy and laughter as well as the sorrow and pain... but... another thing running through my mind is... aint it good to be single right now ??? no additional load and weight on the shoulder... Wat is the balance between this two thing ~ ~

Seeking some support seriously.... mentally ~ ~would be great to have a sibling huh ~ ~ well... i kinda have sibling but den again.. i dun really ~ ~ ~ironic right ~ ~ nvm... not much ppl understand it though ~ ~

Let the song maybe tonite, maybe 2morrow bring u ppl to the feeling i am going through ~~ `:)

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