I really say it out I really say it out!!!
Fucking proud of myself that I really said it out!!!!!!! WHAAAAHAAAAHAHAHAHAHAAAA
FUcking high, dunno how to control myself!!!! WOOOAHHHHHHH
THink i was too high just now till I vomited sia!!
Monday, February 06, 2012
Saturday, February 04, 2012
Happy ~ ~
Just finished my basketball game, freaking sprain my leg~ ~ KAOZ!!!! old liaoz hahahaa
Was walking home just now and found a quiet place to sit down. Quietly thinking and sorting out my head for 1 hour plus. Reflecting is good for me !!
I have decided on what to do already. Going to start work on tuesday and see how things goes for this first before i go over my friends company to help him.
Should not be so sturborn liao la ~ ~ thought carefully le, I should do what I believe in and want to.
I am so much clearer today and I love this feeling. Francis is back to his normal state!! Need to start planning for work things liao ~ ~ Hahaaha, hope i can get a car before May!!
Hey, and u better come back quickly. Dun let the whole world worry for you yeah ? Everything is A ok liao ~~~ :)
Was walking home just now and found a quiet place to sit down. Quietly thinking and sorting out my head for 1 hour plus. Reflecting is good for me !!
I have decided on what to do already. Going to start work on tuesday and see how things goes for this first before i go over my friends company to help him.
Should not be so sturborn liao la ~ ~ thought carefully le, I should do what I believe in and want to.
I am so much clearer today and I love this feeling. Francis is back to his normal state!! Need to start planning for work things liao ~ ~ Hahaaha, hope i can get a car before May!!
Hey, and u better come back quickly. Dun let the whole world worry for you yeah ? Everything is A ok liao ~~~ :)
My Bad
Aiyoooo, seems like i created stress for you yeah ? Sorry ~ ~ ~
Was really only trying to share with you the good news I had, did not know I actually gave u pressure. Hope you dun be too sensitive ~ ~
Dunno if you really went Klang but if you did, enjoy yourself. Life is suppose to be simple, just do the things you like and enjoy the process.
There are many things I would like to say but maybe you cannot take me as a real friend to accept it first, well be more open to the things around you. So many ppl care :)
Yesterday was a good time for me and Joy, went for a drink with her and we catch up like old times, so funny.
She actually said I changed, hahahahahaaaaa... got scolded by her though but well, I guess we all go through this once a while..
She said this exact words to me
J: Brother, where is the Francis I know ?? Always know how to qiu ren but dunno how to qiu yourself. Cannot la, I looked down on your for the first time lo.
F: First time I really so serious mah, bo pian KARMA lo ~ ~ Just let her think about things and be happy cos no matter what, a r/s should be happy and not some stressful events. Who knows how things will work out again.
J: What how things will work out, SIAO AH. You were never like that de lo, last time always go chiong ONS and having Flings and letting me bump into you a few time (roll eyes). Must changed man ah, too bad other ppl dunwan you !!!! HaHaHa..
F: OIE!!! give some face can. I just need to get back to normal life first bah cos if not always cannot give people any future or security also mah.
Hahaahaa happy time spent
Xiao mao mi, if you are looking at this post, just wanna tell you. Dun avoid me ah, cos i got a gut feeling you are though i dunwan to say why.
You want to think about anything going through your mind and enjoy your life be it partying or knowing more people, JUST DO IT (NIKE). Nobody is going to stop you.
LETS PARTY!!!!! but sianz... starting work on tuesday liao ~ ~~ yawn ~~~ sore eyes!!!!
Was really only trying to share with you the good news I had, did not know I actually gave u pressure. Hope you dun be too sensitive ~ ~
Dunno if you really went Klang but if you did, enjoy yourself. Life is suppose to be simple, just do the things you like and enjoy the process.
There are many things I would like to say but maybe you cannot take me as a real friend to accept it first, well be more open to the things around you. So many ppl care :)
Yesterday was a good time for me and Joy, went for a drink with her and we catch up like old times, so funny.
She actually said I changed, hahahahahaaaaa... got scolded by her though but well, I guess we all go through this once a while..
She said this exact words to me
J: Brother, where is the Francis I know ?? Always know how to qiu ren but dunno how to qiu yourself. Cannot la, I looked down on your for the first time lo.
F: First time I really so serious mah, bo pian KARMA lo ~ ~ Just let her think about things and be happy cos no matter what, a r/s should be happy and not some stressful events. Who knows how things will work out again.
J: What how things will work out, SIAO AH. You were never like that de lo, last time always go chiong ONS and having Flings and letting me bump into you a few time (roll eyes). Must changed man ah, too bad other ppl dunwan you !!!! HaHaHa..
F: OIE!!! give some face can. I just need to get back to normal life first bah cos if not always cannot give people any future or security also mah.
Hahaahaa happy time spent
Xiao mao mi, if you are looking at this post, just wanna tell you. Dun avoid me ah, cos i got a gut feeling you are though i dunwan to say why.
You want to think about anything going through your mind and enjoy your life be it partying or knowing more people, JUST DO IT (NIKE). Nobody is going to stop you.
LETS PARTY!!!!! but sianz... starting work on tuesday liao ~ ~~ yawn ~~~ sore eyes!!!!
Friday, February 03, 2012
Moment to remember
Yesterday was one of the best day ever, a 12 hour date.
Went for a good japanese meal, movie and even to the flyer which I should have went long time ago.
the last 4 hour was the best moment, chit chat play games and most of all being a couple. You guys cannot imagine the happiness it brought me....
when the min pass the 12 hour, insane 30 min for me... hahahahaahahhahhaha never knew a person can mean so much to another that is not related....
I never thought that a person not moving can ever drop tears like movie actor that put eye drops. ( believe me it is possible, tested and proved )
Life has to be strong now le, Francis grow up ok ?? No longer young le, cannot play already.. time to do sth for yourself rather than for others le.... :)
xiao mao mi ~ ~
xiao puppy ~ ~
Kinda become i am like the arsehole now.... hahahaahaaa not easy being a human and even harder being a man ( translate in Chinese ) very true in real life.
Fly high and soar far as my heart will go for you just as far beyond.
Listening to Someone like you, and tear drop automatically... no good la... ok la give myself some leeway, last day was being like that ok ? bu yao zhe yang zhi le...
being like this made others cry for me as well... haizz.... guilty, sorry sis ~ ~ wo mei you yong la.. Last day like that yeah :)
Went for a good japanese meal, movie and even to the flyer which I should have went long time ago.
the last 4 hour was the best moment, chit chat play games and most of all being a couple. You guys cannot imagine the happiness it brought me....
when the min pass the 12 hour, insane 30 min for me... hahahahaahahhahhaha never knew a person can mean so much to another that is not related....
I never thought that a person not moving can ever drop tears like movie actor that put eye drops. ( believe me it is possible, tested and proved )
Life has to be strong now le, Francis grow up ok ?? No longer young le, cannot play already.. time to do sth for yourself rather than for others le.... :)
xiao mao mi ~ ~
xiao puppy ~ ~
Kinda become i am like the arsehole now.... hahahaahaaa not easy being a human and even harder being a man ( translate in Chinese ) very true in real life.
Fly high and soar far as my heart will go for you just as far beyond.
Listening to Someone like you, and tear drop automatically... no good la... ok la give myself some leeway, last day was being like that ok ? bu yao zhe yang zhi le...
being like this made others cry for me as well... haizz.... guilty, sorry sis ~ ~ wo mei you yong la.. Last day like that yeah :)
Thursday, February 02, 2012
:)
Nth much to write though, just feeling lost for a while back then.
But surprisingly somethings that my friends told me and certain scenes in a HK tv series got to understand more about life.
Coincidentally made me feel that maybe it was the first step that was taken wrongly and intention of ppl that created the fruit tat it bear..
Smile, nobody can really help me unless i start helping myself :)
But surprisingly somethings that my friends told me and certain scenes in a HK tv series got to understand more about life.
Coincidentally made me feel that maybe it was the first step that was taken wrongly and intention of ppl that created the fruit tat it bear..
Smile, nobody can really help me unless i start helping myself :)
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
I think I must be crazy
Haaaaaaaahhaaa what was i thinking for the past few days ???
All i should do now is work hard for what I want, regarding whatever the ending is, good or bad. I gave my best and work towards it le!!
Be happy :)
All i should do now is work hard for what I want, regarding whatever the ending is, good or bad. I gave my best and work towards it le!!
Be happy :)
1st day ~ ~ ~
The first day of what we agreed..... 3 mths....
Went to play mj with her,karen and randy...
She asked me to go over 1 hour earlier.. quickly shower and ran all the way from my house to her place.. literally ran, nearly got into a car accident.. ahahhahah what a fool..
Greeted me by the gate, tried my best to hide my panting... hahahaha... so happy as she finally was back to her happy self when she saw me.. hug her tightly and kept wanting to hug her more..
MJ ing started, everything was good even after when she told me she is meeting nicole and cannot accompany me.. kinda shocked me that she will say that to me, was really happy inside cos as least she care or at least try to care about how i feel....
halfway through the mahjong session, her dad called and ask her what she wanted for dinner, she just told him to buy her share... haizzzz... felt really down when i heard that, could not focus and play anymore....
In my heart I was wondering why she did not want to stay for dinner as it was such a good chance to mingle with her family but instead.. I became the guy that just come for mahjong and leave once it was over....
Feel so sad, but kept putting on a strong front... dun even dare to say anything as I promise her to let her do her stuff... but cant she at least be more sensitive..... I would fly to the sky if she actually ask me to stay for dinner.....
Left after the session, intended to walk home but the next moment I realise, I was actually lost in Sengkang... hahahah what a joke...
Karen called me back for another session again so walked back feeling lost....
halfway through the session, she told me she was going to meet Paul, was slightly affected but still cool about it.. just kinda jealous that everyone else has more of her time and I dun even seem to have just 10% of it....
felt disappointed for a while, luckily Karen seem to sense sth wrong and whack my arm if not really emo on the table.. hahahahahaa
After game ended, text/call her no ans nor reply... haizzzz.... I was so paranoid to the extend I cannot believe it.. Whahahahahahahaaaaa Francis ah Francis.... Karma siaz.....
Fighting so hard for it, hope that at least she try to fight for me a lit more...I wanna be happy too... Life isnt really that complicated... Why make it seems so tough ?
JIA YOU !!!!!! haizzz...... dunno how to motivate myself le.. sleepless nite everyday, sooner or later i sure crash...
Went to play mj with her,karen and randy...
She asked me to go over 1 hour earlier.. quickly shower and ran all the way from my house to her place.. literally ran, nearly got into a car accident.. ahahhahah what a fool..
Greeted me by the gate, tried my best to hide my panting... hahahaha... so happy as she finally was back to her happy self when she saw me.. hug her tightly and kept wanting to hug her more..
MJ ing started, everything was good even after when she told me she is meeting nicole and cannot accompany me.. kinda shocked me that she will say that to me, was really happy inside cos as least she care or at least try to care about how i feel....
halfway through the mahjong session, her dad called and ask her what she wanted for dinner, she just told him to buy her share... haizzzz... felt really down when i heard that, could not focus and play anymore....
In my heart I was wondering why she did not want to stay for dinner as it was such a good chance to mingle with her family but instead.. I became the guy that just come for mahjong and leave once it was over....
Feel so sad, but kept putting on a strong front... dun even dare to say anything as I promise her to let her do her stuff... but cant she at least be more sensitive..... I would fly to the sky if she actually ask me to stay for dinner.....
Left after the session, intended to walk home but the next moment I realise, I was actually lost in Sengkang... hahahah what a joke...
Karen called me back for another session again so walked back feeling lost....
halfway through the session, she told me she was going to meet Paul, was slightly affected but still cool about it.. just kinda jealous that everyone else has more of her time and I dun even seem to have just 10% of it....
felt disappointed for a while, luckily Karen seem to sense sth wrong and whack my arm if not really emo on the table.. hahahahahaa
After game ended, text/call her no ans nor reply... haizzzz.... I was so paranoid to the extend I cannot believe it.. Whahahahahahahaaaaa Francis ah Francis.... Karma siaz.....
Fighting so hard for it, hope that at least she try to fight for me a lit more...I wanna be happy too... Life isnt really that complicated... Why make it seems so tough ?
JIA YOU !!!!!! haizzz...... dunno how to motivate myself le.. sleepless nite everyday, sooner or later i sure crash...
Monday, January 30, 2012
I dunno how to describle my feeling now..
I am crying, crying really really hard...
For the past 45 min.... tears just keep dropping down till the point I dunno what to do...
I know deep down in my heart that everything will be over tomorrow......
Kept acting strong... but i am so weak right now...... I just keep crying and no one to talk to.......
This is the only place I can say out my feeling.......
Help me....... I cannot stop crying...........................................Pls someone..... anyone.......
Y cant I be part of the life.......
For the past 45 min.... tears just keep dropping down till the point I dunno what to do...
I know deep down in my heart that everything will be over tomorrow......
Kept acting strong... but i am so weak right now...... I just keep crying and no one to talk to.......
This is the only place I can say out my feeling.......
Help me....... I cannot stop crying...........................................Pls someone..... anyone.......
Y cant I be part of the life.......
Monday, January 02, 2012
2012...
Few years have passed and nth much has changed. Ups and down in life as usual... wishing life was more than just this way..
I always wanted a simple life thus having a simple partner going though a simple path in time, but sometime things just aint so simple yeah ?
Y can't things be simple? I pondered hard but could not come out with an answer...
The past 1 year was a roller coaster ride as I went into a risky business but in the end I was back to the same starting point as of 1 year ago.... Now life is just back to normal, but have to strive harder to achieve more in life...
haiz.... dunno what to say. lost of words right now ~ ~
I always wanted a simple life thus having a simple partner going though a simple path in time, but sometime things just aint so simple yeah ?
Y can't things be simple? I pondered hard but could not come out with an answer...
The past 1 year was a roller coaster ride as I went into a risky business but in the end I was back to the same starting point as of 1 year ago.... Now life is just back to normal, but have to strive harder to achieve more in life...
haiz.... dunno what to say. lost of words right now ~ ~
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