The first day of what we agreed..... 3 mths....
Went to play mj with her,karen and randy...
She asked me to go over 1 hour earlier.. quickly shower and ran all the way from my house to her place.. literally ran, nearly got into a car accident.. ahahhahah what a fool..
Greeted me by the gate, tried my best to hide my panting... hahahaha... so happy as she finally was back to her happy self when she saw me.. hug her tightly and kept wanting to hug her more..
MJ ing started, everything was good even after when she told me she is meeting nicole and cannot accompany me.. kinda shocked me that she will say that to me, was really happy inside cos as least she care or at least try to care about how i feel....
halfway through the mahjong session, her dad called and ask her what she wanted for dinner, she just told him to buy her share... haizzzz... felt really down when i heard that, could not focus and play anymore....
In my heart I was wondering why she did not want to stay for dinner as it was such a good chance to mingle with her family but instead.. I became the guy that just come for mahjong and leave once it was over....
Feel so sad, but kept putting on a strong front... dun even dare to say anything as I promise her to let her do her stuff... but cant she at least be more sensitive..... I would fly to the sky if she actually ask me to stay for dinner.....
Left after the session, intended to walk home but the next moment I realise, I was actually lost in Sengkang... hahahah what a joke...
Karen called me back for another session again so walked back feeling lost....
halfway through the session, she told me she was going to meet Paul, was slightly affected but still cool about it.. just kinda jealous that everyone else has more of her time and I dun even seem to have just 10% of it....
felt disappointed for a while, luckily Karen seem to sense sth wrong and whack my arm if not really emo on the table.. hahahahahaa
After game ended, text/call her no ans nor reply... haizzzz.... I was so paranoid to the extend I cannot believe it.. Whahahahahahahaaaaa Francis ah Francis.... Karma siaz.....
Fighting so hard for it, hope that at least she try to fight for me a lit more...I wanna be happy too... Life isnt really that complicated... Why make it seems so tough ?
JIA YOU !!!!!! haizzz...... dunno how to motivate myself le.. sleepless nite everyday, sooner or later i sure crash...
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Francis, you are one of the few most nicest peopler that I have ever knew in my life.
Buckle up! You are much more than you think you are.
She will surely regret in the future when she think back about now.
kisses Anonymous.
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