Seems like many things have happened during this month....haha... wonder y.... ratio of bad things to good things....lets c...hm......8:3 ?? hahaha i guess....around that la.....dunno y leh... or is it because of how i think this very month....aiyo...quite negative sia...dun seems to be me.. better recover....hehee... got so many things for me to do yet i m trying to find out wats there for me to do...aiyo.... jia lak leh..... Luckily get to know that things aint that bad....haha.. cos there seems to be just a solution to everything... but that is onli if u dare to face the fact....haha manage to do that...so proud.....hahahah could have been sth that was making my mind shaking.... so i think... have to be more firm in making decision....Great to be so back to myself..... moreover it was by some mild encouragement of someone i just know....hahaha...got to thank that person...haha.... and now... kind of really focusing in basketball and going out wif friends....cos alot of them going to work or back to sch liao...haiz... have to face poly friends soon also....dunno y... but it seems to make me feel bored....Poly life was not wat i thought it to be....gee..... dun think i really enjoy it.... can joke wif them and talk crap.... but seriously.... dun really like them much...corny it might seem....hahaha but truth is hurting..... onli really manage to discover few great friends in my class.. people that are really friends to me....hahaha maybe cos of certain bad experience in the past.... whenever i have friends...i tend to supect and slowly see them in a way or two be4 really accepting them as friends....hahaha wat a way of treating friends...hahah but really hard to really put myself back to the naive way of believing friends.....hahahabut fear not.... once i treat u as a friend....it will really be friends forever....even if u hate me or really disregard me as your friends.... u will still be my friend......hahaha cos friends are suppose to forgiving and understand..... hope i really manage to do that to all my friends....hahaha...Cheers dude.... u people out there really rocks....+ wif u guys around... life never seems to really be dark even during nite time...cos u people are like stars that really brighten my life.....hahaha but den i now waiting for the moon to appear leh....hahaha wonder where is she...heheh got 1 moon out there la....but..... dunno how to approach....hahaha ~~
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
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