New year's eve morning...

just got back from work...wooo...the jazz was so cool tonite... tarmu was great wif his hands....hahaha totally was not like working...hahaha.... enjoyed the music sia... whole nite was great onli for a group of stupid gals.... wan refilled when we dun provide it...den keep on nag and nag and nag and still say service not good....WOW LAO EH>>>>>>>... even boss also not happy.... ask us to quickly chase them out....hahah... total fun.... met christoper sia..lamster also...haha...nice nice.... total chatterbox wif super singlish mode...hahaha now reach home liao... dun know wat to do for countdown sia.... haiz......

relaxing day wif a nice schedule ~ ~

woke up kinda late at Wz house...hahah slacking sia....one of the days...hahha.... went back home to prepare den met up ster,mar mar, chin siang,boon teck,Wz for K BOX....hahaha...was like singing till drop sia..hahah the first time i sang so many english songs at k box...haha totally...cos the 6 of us the chinese was like........cannot make it one lo...haha den ate prata for a slight snack cos got training....YESH....haha... long time liao....now always looking forward to training liao....seldom sia...hahah... but den was like...kinda disappointed wif the way i played today..... totally lousy if graded by myself... haiz.... but was good i did not throw my temper though i look like i was...hahaha....in court thats me la..sorry guys...haha... out of court different me again....hehehehe... dunno y ...seems to demand alot in the court.... but den who m i hor ???hahah.... must remember that... after training ended... quickly freshen up to meet her for dinner..... WoooOWooo...nice of her to accompany me for dinner even when she has already eaten.... thanks har.... tok about the stuff that happened..... aiyooo yooo... relac la.... dun stress out....hahah... but den think i will still push u to go for the grading... must at least try mah... cannot give up so easily... aiyooo yooo... cannot like that.... dui bu qi zhi ji sia...... understand mah??? got a supporter here to support u leh.... bear to let this supporter down ? ? ? ? hahaha think about it lo.....NItez ~~

Feeling great today...hahahaha

Wowooo...totally felt good from the start to the end of today...hahah woke up wif a ringing toe from the phone...haha..... Thanks.... went to sch and was like...this sem first time reach 10 min be4 sch started...haha surprise....but den... was like... my friends was like asking me...huh?? u still in this class har ??? wat the...... heck... carry on the day wif lots of laughter sia...haha was like... kinda happy dunno y...den i even took out my books to revise after my quick lunch.... surprising leh... my friends all TIO SHOCK....hahaha ..... got mood mah...aiyoo yoo.... den after that went to gym cos of 2 hours break... tiring... so long never really exercise totally liao...haha den after that went to a class where my group members all cannot figure out wat to do at the lab....hahaha totally lost sia... have to wait till next week to continue...haha... dunno wat the leut toking about sia.... another 2 hour break....was raining but went to amk to look for sth...haha... thought would be easy to get... but den was like going round and round yet cannot find sia..haha.. den went to arcade to play some games... went back to look for that item...aiyoo yoo... worse den treasure hunt sia...haha cannot find one...den in the end one shop owner told me he has it...den was like no very sure... but den.... brought it la.....KANA CON.....wow lao.... next time throw cockroaches into his shop.... den quickly ran back to class again.....hahaha den soon ended my day...going to friends house soon....byee ~ ~

lazy ass sia...

topic refer to me...haha..skip my whole day of lesson today sia...haha 9-6 aiyoo yoo... second week onli... i think i already skip 20 hours of lesson liao lo..haha.. was like aiyo..y like that,... cannot carry on liao la...need more pushing...anyone...just anyone... give me a slight push and ask me to do my work sia...ar bo really going to slack like a piece of mud liao la.....cannot.... must get my grades back liao sia....ar bo.... if my classmate look down on me i sure buay tahan...hahaha...
MUST JIA YOU<>>>>>>> will surely be more seriously in my work and my studies liao.....CONFIRM>>>>>>>.ok la.... dun get to serious la.. later over stress.......hahaha

baCk frOm 3 daYs of fuN....

ah....had been so relaxed this few days...but 2morrow have to go back to sch liao...wow laoz.... have some work yet to finish...think have to do it during the break time...HAHA....will have to start doing my work again liao la.... cos someone say...must study first mah...den after that den can enjoy...hahaha....lets c if it works on me...hahah.... went to dinner wif 2 nice lady...hahah discovered some of their little secrets...hahahahah....Hehehe...next time can threaten them to help me do some things...hahaha....evil hor???haha nvm one la....hahah.... after that went to pai pool wif them...woooWooo...enjoyment leh...haha... can c their funny way + serious face...haha... some more still got one person using the foot to hold the cue....WOW LAO EH>....... hahha... after that went for some supper at 401... not bad leh...been a long time since i went there be4 1am... hahaha... ate some nasi lemak....NICE>>>....ok la...normal la...hahahaha... after that send her home... hahah den tok under her blk de playground there....haha...not bad... found out some of the things i did not really expect...nice discovery...haha... not bad not bad... at least can know that she is still someone emotional in a way or two....haha... but still dun understand wat cause her to be so afraid in her young time...hahaha..... yawn.............dead liao... 2morrow go sch...hahha nite la....byeee ~ ~

a so-so day...wif a nice end to the day...

Yawn....just came back sia....aiyooooo yoooo.... had a funny start cos went to dinner wif around 19 people....but think i onli know 10 of them onli...haha... some of them was like.... ?? ?? hahaha no la i also not realli in the group one...hahahah was ask to join in...lol... dinner wif the 10 sisters... hahaha... WOoOWoooWooo...hahaha how many people got the chances to do that rite ???hahha one of them is me..'Proud'..hehehe.... but at least now know the 10 sisters liao...though some of them yet to really know them la...aiya.... next time la... ate pizza wif them..den played zhong ji mi ma...haha was like totally disgusting...ewewewewwww.... cos i kana once...wow laoz... coke,chilli,cheese and some pasta or dunno wat la...aiyooo....wan to drink it down also cannot... have to chew chew chew be4 i can force it down....arh..... yucks....
after that went to pcc BBq...not bad leh..limited food but was nice... after that went to play pool wif the gang.. and was like...totally off form sia...haiz..old liao la... but was still ok when playing billard wif chin siang...haha won him...hehehe den after that... sent someone home...thought awkward....but was still quite not bad.... :P .... at least had some talk wif her... yawn... den went back to find the gang for supper ...hahaha learn a nit of guitar from bao bao liao...hahaha can play one of the songs intro liao....hahahaha LI HAI LIAO LA>>>> next time can go and act zai zai liao.... take guitar den play the intro can liao....at least got 30sec to 1 min...not bad...can at least let people think i know how to play one <> next time got chance den learn more... yawn....buay tahan liao la....nite nite/......

christmas eve.....

had a really real dream......really really felt so real....dream about her...was really SooSOoooSOooo real.........hahaha........


went to meet them up for christmas celebration ....and..........not in the mood to write it......... haiz...............

kinda still thinking about wat i told her that day.....geez......am i really that kind of person?? haiz....

Christmas Day le.......................

back from caroling ~ ~

WOoooWOooo..totally fun...thought would be a concert or sth like that...hahabut turns outs to be we being the performers...hahaha great fun....was late(cos of bao quan la...aiyoooo)but practise some songs wif the group...hahah lots of action...NICE>.....den went to espladane to perform to the passer-by....wooowooo....totally first time...hahaha but heck care....just went along when the music started....was like....really great fun and the group was in totally christmas mood...hahaha...den was like keep singing and dancing throughout lo...hahahahah....lots of fun and laughter.... and imagine....a audience shouting out" You guys ROCK"//////////woooo totally encouragment sia.....THANKS YOU.........heheeheh after that went back the the Touch Community.... den watch The gritch.... quite nice...hahabut during the show... it was like..Brrrrrrrr.....cold...hahaha sent a bo liao sms to her...hahahah kana laugh....hahah :P .... den after that ... had some supper wif bao,dul,JL,doreen,guorui....hahah chatting all the way... went back the place and continue chatting till early morning...playing some freaking FUn mind games...hahaa....also played truth or dare....haha lucky the game did not went far....hahah... ar bo dunno wat everyone will say out sia...hahahah.... den was like toking non-stop..... WOoo..not bad leh...early moring still can get to see 2 gals dancing for us....hahahah Jia you wor....can improve one.....hehehe....aiyooo.. buay tahan liao.... go and sleep liao....hahahaby the way....Jia Ling thanks for inviting us to this great caroling....IT WAS REAL FUN/////////////

still sick....

Not realli in the mood to write anything......wrote it some other place le....... still feling sick... but still manage to do my christmas shopping wif abdul.... den had lunch wif abdul,jessica wif kailong joining in later.... den went home to wrap present.... went to dinner wif a nice gal..... no mood to write le......nitex.......

haiz......had a lousy start of the day..........but had a good end at the day...hahah

Geez ~~ really sick sia....seldom has this kind of terrible feeling...aiyoo yooo old liao la...hahaha ...moreover today class start at 10.10.... and end at 930..........wow huh......siao bo... luckily the last lesson was cancel....haiz....... was like sleeping the whole day lo...wan to tok to friends also not much strength....hahaha... weak sia.. but den still alright la...went to c a doc.... wif someone accompanying me to it....WooOWOoooooWooo...was like hm.........dislike going to the doc...but ok la... hahah..... went to the clinic den was like...not sure whether is it close a not....den the lady there was like giving me a funny face...hahaha even ask me u really wan to c the doc har ??hahaha was like totally...hahaha dunno wat to say la...funny la... den after that walked her home while listening to some of her past.....hm........ 4 in a row...... been bad luck for 4 times in a row...lets me pray.. there will not be the 5th...hahah... relac la.... hahah... had a nice day eventually.... hehehe....thanks anyway.....

sick.........kinda think it will be a major sickness...pray hard.......

First day of sch, saw all my classmates again..hahaha fun... joking all the way...yes... was like so glad to c them safe and sound....but den the first day of sch i already pom class liao...aiyooo...... headache sia....hahaha my friends la.. psycho me...hahah nah...i also wanted to skip lesson one la..hahah den went to play be4 going down to cc have a look...ahahah played quite a while but was kinda unhappy throughout the playing....was wif 3 unknown player...hahah totally unfamilar.... and the way they played...really did not suit me... but did not really show it out la... was playing as normal lo.... den went to had a drink....wif my friends....they were eating their dinner....hahawas hungry...but totally dun feel like eating....cos was feeling sick......geeez.......bad feeling.....hate this feeling.... sore throat den later sure flu and fever one......haiz..hope will be ok be4 thursday...... dun wish to show up in a sick way.......hahaha.... cos sick sure no fun one....hehe... haiz........sick........ where is my medincine? ? ? who can give it to me...

Nice job...hahah....

just came back from work...hahaha was fun...really fun.... was a bit worried for my friends though...hahah cos they were having a bball match....pray real hard that they will win...hahah and they did....1 point win...heheh...good job..... never disappoint me....hehehe.... den half way through working....suddenly heard a song....hahah very smoothening....which led me to smsing U....hahaha....dun really know wat happened to u...but can feel that u are really not feeling good.... did not really know wat led to u feeling that way.... but so kinda affecting me while working...so decided to send u a sms lo...haha the content was not kidding wor....hahaha anyway had a great dude helping me wif everything in the pub....teaching me this and that...even taught me which guy is rich and who is not...hahaha...plus had a very fun customer today....a couple...den they keep disturbing me...asking me and that...haha...den the gal keep on asking Qns i cannot ans...wow lao....den i was like...ah....wait har....ah....not very sure leh...AH ?? ?hahahah den when they went back..the gal say...aiyo... c u first day here mah...of cos have to bully u a bit la...WOW LAO EH....wat the...hahahaha...but really not a bad place....full of jazz and live band...hahaha the boss is nice very friendly...hahaha....cannot wait to go back again...hahahabao also working wif me....YES...heheheh...yah...by the way....my taxi did not crash....hehehe thanks for the prayer...hehehe

happy + a bit low...but overall HAPPY

just came back from abdul house....really very tired liao... chiong wif bao quan 3 shows...haha totally insane...hahah but was worthwhile...haha at least i was given a nice surprise.... gee.... a really nice surprise....hahahaha.... THANK U..... today will surely be a good day regardless of wat happen...hahah...cannot take it le...really have to sleep liao... still got to work tonite....2morrow still got sch at 9.....hahaha okokokook....stop liao..ar bo really become a dead panda.....

Wooooshhhhhhh..........

aiyooo...these few days like pig sia...keep on sleeping till late afternoon...hahaha...pang seh my bunch of friends this morning again...wonder wat got into me sia...seldom do that....but was like really did not hear any phone calls or watsoever lo...haha...too bad....sorrie har....will make it up to u guys..... went to meet a old friend up for some billard session and also kopi session...hahah been a long time since i had a chat wif this friend le...heheh kinda happy to c him still going on well...after that went to cc AGAIN...haha... played wif guorui they all and had some sweating session...hahhaas usual la... dunno y like cannot find more event to do sia...maybe cos it is free....heheh.. den when the lights went off... i tried to dunk a ball in...haha manage to do that...but not standard la....cos was like did not whack the ball in...onli let ball bounce 2 twice be4 going in...hahah....VERY happy....but painfully..hahah cos injured my hand...haha...always end up having injury after doing sth stupid...hahah went to had dinner wif the group...wif 2 special guest..doreen and jia ling....but jia ling went off not long after she came.... she wasn't in the mood....i guess..... went home shorty lo.....haiz...boring nite again....should have went clubbing.. but also kinda bored by the surrounding there.... a fake world in a real world.....haha

LaLa Land....hehehe....

Wooooooooshhhhhhhh.....hahahah... woke up around 1+...kana disturb by ster..........sianz....hahaha was having such a great dream... was about the lala land...hahaha dream that i was up there wif some friends like, marshall,guorui,baoquan, allister,ken , xianglong ,doreen, jialing, karin,hamster and her sis....hahaha was like all there and playing all types of stupid daring games...hahaha den suddenly pop to another dream...was playing bball wif all my buddy in a competition...hahah...trashing others sia... and was like playing in NBA sia... too freak out sia...hahaha... must have been thinking too much le...hahha den remember fell down while running....den there she was.....hahah rite beside me...a smile from her makes me melt in side....hahaha.... den suddenly a familiar melody....wow lao eh.... allister call me....hahaha woke up so unrelunedly...hahaha den went to K-box.....Sing like mad sia...haha guorui still is the K-box King...hahaha nice tone he has....totally cannot compare....hahah...den went to watch bball match,....haha but sianz 1/2.....haha cos punggol lost...but also good la... they all too hao liao liao also...have some set backs would be good for them in the future....Woooooooo really wan to play in a basketball competition sia....arh...... but....... haiz.....

freaking tired but freaking fun........

had a tough nite yesterday...but manged to carry on wif the programme today...hahah went go gym...found out that i was getting weaker....hahah dunno y.... den after that actually meeting mar mar,dorreen and JiaLing for lunch onli....hahahah but den who knows... ended in NYp followed by Bishan...hahah ...change quite a long sia....hahaha got to a shop and was browsing...hahaha when JL sheepishly ask me to lent her money to buy a belt....hahaha was like....hahaha somebody told me that she would not borrow $$ from people.....hahahaha less den two days ago onli...hahaha...lent her the money.... but due to some condition.... give it to her as a early christmas present....hahaha so her Principle would not be broken...hahah went back to kovan to catch the Punggol youth team...ahhah another trashing game again...hahah nice nice... won a bet wif Hongwen...hahah won a cup of drink....hehehe nice nice... went back to cc and played some ball game...haha.... did not know y... was like playing wif full strength today...hahah even though my team was of broken pieces of army.... we won 4 teams in a row....hahahah we really gave it our best...no regrets today.... totally...hehehe went for dinner and back at home.....hahahah nice day it was....hehehehe

terrible feeling.....

arh...cannot get to bed sia...feeling terrible....loads of thinking came to me....haiz....miss my grandma so terribably.....miss my mom even more.......miss my sis and my bro too...haiz...where on earth can i get to find them again......feeling freaking angry wif myself.... cannot seems to do thing right... arh..... really really tired sia....y do people cry ? y do people laugh? are they expressing their true feeling?? been a long time since i drop a tear.... hahahaha...corny...looking at some of my friends photo...been browsing through for 1 hour or 2 hours le...over and over again....look at my report book of pri and sec sch.... and recalling the past..... things start to look blur le...dun wish to forget any of the important things...especially the face of my mom and grandma....did not take any photo wif them in the past....had so much regret now.....really really wanted a pic of them...just a small one will do....but.......so i tried taking loads of pic wif my new cam....really really afraid of losing another friend or anyone close to me again....really really want to get over things that had already happen....really regretted losing my close friends...cos it was them that actually been there for me at the harshest point of my life....so long so long ago.....still remember the time we took photos together ?? the carefree moment was really good..problems surface and we did not face it...things ended like this......realli did not understand.....was our trust was fragile ?? Friendship seems so unbelievable if our's ended like this......haiz...but thinking again....my family ties seems as lousy as well....so who m i to complain if blood stream was also like this....do i really have a home ?? hahahah....maybe a hotel la...but den onli different was it provided me wif things i need.... money and shelter over my head.....hahahahahaa....many friends envy the way i m...nobody controling me , no need to ask for permission in everythin i do and able to go out and stay over without informing......y ? ? ? dun understand....maybe cos i been longing to be controlled and waiting outside for a phonecall from home asking me wat time will i be back.......hahahahhahahahaha...... really really down right now..... hahhahahahahaaha..........y do i like to laugh ?? cos my friends are making me laugh? ? or m i laughing at my stupidity.......how many people really understand me ?? guess till now onli my mom and grandma do.... cos at times when i have yet to say anything... they already knew wat i want or wat i wan to say..... but wat do i really wan right now ??? even i dun really know..... do u ??? the nite always seems to be lonely.........sob*

been a long time.....

haha...woke up at 2 pm sia...put aeroplane on a few friends...paiseh sia...haha but den headache last nite so cannot blame me la..hahaha...went to raffles to sign up for the dance lesson... was traveling there wif bao...haha tok wif him again...never felt sianz toking wif him...den was like suddenly felt a bit sad in a way...dunno y leh.... was like staring at the high rise building...den dunno y felt so blank inside...haha dunny hor ??? hahah dunno la... den went back to cc... on the way back was like toking and laughing wif bao but den was not feeling good inside...freak sia... dunno y ~ ~ went back to cc den started playing bball... wow... dunno y played wif a bunch of unknown people den was like burst out sia... started going crazy... was like trying to kill them like that...den go crazy...arh ~ ~~ dunno y leh... almost started a fight wif them...been a long time since i lost control of my temper.... haiz... felt terrible after that.... den played bball like though i m not playing.... wonder anyone can explain to me wat happened to me....hahaha can u ? ? ? headache again liao ~~

headache sia....

Aiyo.... headache la... cannot think much...haha... onli can remember i played bball just now... now is like freaking terrible painful...aiyoo..... OH man...seldom had headache..... feel so aiyooo yooo yoooo........... oh yah...by the way...haha remember sth... saw a shooting star yesterday...haha freaking lucky....hahhaha plus again wif ster ...hahaha saw shooting stars wif him twice liao...hahaha lucky...i think i have already seen a total of 5 times liao.... wonder is it lucky or unlucky....hahaha

Chalet at changi ~~

haha just came back....haha.. had so much fun during the past 2 weeks...haha.. just came abck from the chalet from changi...haha ster's mom rented it.... and did we had fun... lol... back to back chalet from sentosa to changi...hahaha walked around changi...haha did ww had fun...hahaha... lots of 'CHIO BU'........hahahah certified....haha.... kinda freak out at some of the 'gals' there..... was like blowing eye winks....and it was like ...EWWWWWWWWWW..... their boobs were like YUCKS.... so scary.... overwhemling liao la.... hahaha but den after taht went to look for Old Changi Hospital.....hahaha walk down the street and came past two old building...freaking scary lo....hahah Marshall ,jia wei and me walked up to the second part of the stairs den walked back liao...haha part of it was it was really haird raising ....but the main part was part of the gang was already went of...WOW LAO... spoilter lo...wet blanket....sianz 1/2 sia....haiz...but nvm...will surely go back again to experience the feeling again.....hahaha.... WHO INTERESTED? ? ?

BBQ again....hehehehe

Yoz ~ ~tiring day sia... just reach home not long ago.. but going out again...hahah another bbq session at changi this time...hahah hope that will be loads of fun...yawn ~ ~but den freaking tired leh.. went for more pub interview again today wif bao quan...hahaha fun and tired... saw sth disgusting today....the singapore river was like MILO wif lots of milo powder on it...wow lao....DISGUSTING LO.....den was like if u are eating at the restau den u can like smell the wonder river smell....hahhahaha...really seems like eating raw oyster.....YUCKS...... cannot imagine...hahaha den we went past the HOOTERS...hahahaha... saw a lot of WoooWOooo la la girls...but den seriously speaking la... really does not suit the gals there sia.... it even seems more and more disgusting when we took a second look....hahaha buay tahan... den we went back to kovan cc to watch Pcc's team match...hahahaha was a easy trashing game as expected.... wooowoooo..... nice nice.....hahha... had the feeling of playing in a match again sia.... but den....hahahaha... no confidence sia.... haiz..... aiyoo yoo...... y like that har ?? kinda felt scared whenever think of the matched played in my sec sch..... haiz..... freaking sabotage the team....haiz.... dun say liao... ar bo later no mood for BBQ also...sianz..... never mind.... me bring cam and take take take....hehehe nitez ~ ~~

Terrible nite ~ ~

aiyoo...seems like cc is going to have another funny war sia...hahaha haiz.... better have a tok out sia... ar bo this will go on forever one sia.... nth to say also....haha cos my heart not here tonite..... sianz ~ ~ ~go ans sms liao ~ ~ :P

Sentosa Chalet ~ ~

WoWOoWoOWoOWooooo...just came back from sentosa not long ago...haha...had a hell of a life time there.... fun, fun and more more fun.... first day was kind of tired cos was preparing food at home wif SOME help FROM ster.... made more trouble for me instead...hahah finally finish after think 3 hours...Geez ~ ~made our way down to habour front...and so coincidence, saw karin and jailing group as well....went to the resort togther...haha kind of awkward cos dunno wat to say to them...lucky got meiwen...cos she seems to know them so still alright...still having some slight chatting around.... reach there in the shuttle bus and was like where is wei zhong? ? hahah key holder yet to reach...have to wait around the area and started to have a funyn feeling... cos 2 different group again...aiyo... we started to play a monkey den wanted to ask them join in but afraid that they dun wan den carried on ourself... den after wei zhong came, we unpack a bit and proceeded to the beach for some beach volleyball ,soccer and friskbee...hahah freaking fun... beachvolleyball was like a UFO to us cos we never seems to be able to hit it over the net for at least twice...kinda boring but entertaining....laught till drop...haha went to play catching as well..haha..been a long time since last played this game...haha FUN.... haha got a bruise on my leg cos of that game..but who cares...haha carried on and later went back to volleyball again play wif the gals but was quite hopeless cos the ball cannot stay in the air long enough for us to hit it...hahah buried jiawei in the sand and made qutie a havoc there.... den saw guorui and a nice gal sitting over at the beach...haha nice view from the place i saw it...was kind of like those romantic shows in the television.. went back to the chalet without calling him...cos wanted him to enjoy th e moment... Nite came....BBQ>>>>> WoOWooOWooooooo lots of food around....but some unhappy things occur, a guy came to say we did not book the pit and others are complaining about us using them...haha arguement...... diaoz diaoz..tried to tok things out when suddenly HAMSTER WHACK me on my back and i was like OUCH...wat the ? ? onli to know she wanted to say that some nice people at the other pit offered us their pit/....NICE PEOPLE...oh thanks..... carried on and play around the pit wif the rest of the gang...haha den got some food for the group of gals upstair.... thinking that they might be hungry since they were not around the BBQ area....hahah went into the room....STUNNED..... all eyes staring.... kind of creepy...hahaha... but den still ok la.... later on went around taking photo of almost everyone... den came sth funny...kana sa bo by dunno who....the group of gals was playing a 'daring game' and turns out to be Jailing who lost it.... and she need to get a guy to strip the top and carry her.... I dunno by how and wat , I WAS THE GUY.....was like i lost the game and i was the person for the punishment....hahaha but den still not bad la.... heheheh quite fun also.... after that the guys were playing guiters and singing along...CHOIR of PCC....GOSH... it was NICE...trust me..... : ) freaking fun and laughter crowd us... den went up to rest...buay tahan from all the laughters...too tiring sia.... den had some chat wif the ladies up there... help them arrange the beds for the nite den went to the 7-11 wif baboon and McKen ~ ~haha creepy things happened along the way.....hahahahaha....SCARY.... went back to the chalet and continue wif some Nite swimmin.....hahahah COLD>...... it was so BRRRRRR COLD....at first it was onli me and kent swimming....but later on... almost the whole gang was in the pool...hahah great fun sia....the security guard was like....open 1 eyes and closing the other cos he did not stop us and just walked away...hahah thanks dude... morning soon came....the gals were leaving for sch... and some of us went out wif them for breakfast...haha kinda felt guilty cos ask them to go for the chalet but never really entertain them...SORRY ~~ next time sure mingle wif u gals one...CONFIRM/..... hehehe the second day was like... onli me and xianglong in the pool and the rest of was sleeping or went out for some walk... den we play dai dee....the one who lost the number of cards have to stand in the pool and get whacked the number of cards left on his hand....haha...geeezzz lose 12 cards in a row...but luckily got whack onli 4 time...haha den my turn to win....i think i got at least 20+ chance to whack him and hit him at least up to 12 times...hahha he still owe me 17 hit but got away sia...hahha den in the evening went to have bbq again..aiyoo.. this time a bit boring cos a lot of things were lacking but in the end still not so bad... still manage to get the fire going and the feast started again... went back to the room and the gal that we casually disturb yesterday actually came to tok wif us...haha... invited us to her room as well... wonder wat she wan...hahah but den not much people interested den never go lo....hahaha... den later on she still ask us to go and tok...lol... funny gal...haha but never go and entertain her... cos we had our programme going.... around 3+ in the morning... we started drinking some liquors...hahaha i got a slightly drunk... went to the toilet to relieve....hehehe but who knows... black out sia...aiyo...knock my head against the wall 2 ba lu gu sia....hahaha but den awhile later automatic woke up...haiz...no one knows that i fell...haiz....sadden sia... too think be4 i went in i said if i 5 min never come out go in find me...BUT NOBODY CAME....friends....haiz ~ ~
in the end went to bed and drop dead buit woke up to watch soccer...haha.. den drop dead again.... till the next morning...everyone seems drowsy...haha dunno y...i m one of those more refresh one...hehehe pack our things den went out of sentosa to eat some breaksfast den everyone proceeded home lo....hahaha had such great fun these few days....YEAH guys..U ROCK ~~ ~

Li li lo lo ~ `

Job search 2day was fun...haha went down to clark quay wif bao bao to look for a job at one of the pub...haha...funny hor ?/?? look for jobs at the pub...hahaha cos bao say wan to go there to work after sch and relax....thinking about it is kinda true also leh....hahaha.... went for some interview....2 of them ask us to go back at another time cos of certain reason....but 1 of them told us that he will call on wed or friday to confirm the time wif us again for the second interview like that....hehehe....but den clark quay kinda different from the last time i went there liao sia....hm... i also forget when was the last time i went there also...seems like the surrounding is totally different....change to a more nicer and neat place liao.... considering that the place is full of resta and pub... haiz... wonder wat other place have change??? cos it has been a long time since i go to certain places that i used to go...hahaha memories ~ ~ wonder how are my Pri and Sec schmates and friends are liao ~~ ~been a long time since i contacted anyone of them....or should i say.... dun feel like contacting them at all....hahaha .... dun really miss them much sia....sad to say so....haiz ~ ~ ~

shopping again....hahaha

Woow..spent the late nite yesterday at allister' house... was like really crapping around lo...haha quite fun...but den was like super tired lo...cos of the stupid game edwin and kailong was playing....haha den fell asleep soon after onli to be waken up by their noises/... heck...get on to the floor and sleep again....wow lao...within 5 min time...i got awaken again...Y LEH ? ? ? cos edwin cannot sleep... den he go and disturb kailong and kailong knock into me....wow lao eh...stupid edwin la...play wat squeeze little brother game...WOW LAO EH ~ ~ ~ den it nearly lasted for more den 30 min be4 i can get back to my beauty sleep...which by den alright is 5.40am.... and i was suppose to wake up for gym at 9....aiyoooooo...but den still ok la... manage to get up wif bao quan's help..hahah went to queenway in the afternoon...haha shopping again..aiyoo... now not buying my motorbike den got spare cash to spend... so anyhow buy this and that sia..haha....long time never buy things that i wan to buy liao.......example wat????hahah i also dunno....hahahaha.... in the end bought a jeans , nike shorts , a polo tee and some sloppy things....went back to play basketball at Pcc....second home....haha typical me sia.... even if nth to do.. i will like auotmatic go there and have a look.....hahah got a sense of belonging there... the onli place that allows me to do things quite freely without asking anyone.....hahaha.... but den really feel like trying alot of other things in the world..... one of the most wanted things to do.... parachuting..... and getting over places in a hot air balloon...wonder if i will ever get a chance to do that.....hahaha....

great day to have..hehehe....

woke up late this morning...yawn ~ ~ ~heck...hehe... nobody disturb my beauty sleep anyway...haha... met bao quan in the late afternoon...still not able to finish wat we wanted to do...sianz...have to wait till monday...haiz...but den after that went to penisula plaza to meet up wif fion and wei zhong and also to buy things...hahaha.. manage to buy the shoe i wanted and also bought my wanted digi cam....YEAH......hahaha... imagine....buying this 2 things which onli cost me 10 bucks....hahaha dun tell u guys y....hahaha freaking happy....hahahaha...got 2 things i wanted at onli 10 dollars....yeah man....mood was good....haha... went back to cc wif bao quan and fion...hahah crappy little gal sia... but den she got motivation in her way of basketball....hahaha fun little imp...hahaha.. reach cc...yeahs...got to play in quite a nice team....damn...i really played my best, freaking deserve to win the match....arh ` ~ but they counted the score wrongly...kinda piss off....but den never really let it affect me much....cos after that match also started to win the rest of the game....hehehe....now the time is 1.18am... and i m still at bao quan house...hahhaha going out for supper wif a few friends later....hehehehe enjoying life while i still can...cos after sch reopen den might not be able to meet up wif friends so often le...haiz.... sianz....but den nvm... there will surely be chances in the future cos friendship never ends for me......CONFIRM ....CHOP CHOP CHOP.....cross my heart and tougue...hehehehe still thinking about certain things... should play for ah lao de open basketball team mah??? need advice.... cos not really very tempted to play leh...dunno y.... not confidence of the way i play in this kind of competition....hahaha...too pressure in this kind of match.....hahaha lousy hor ??? haiz... wat to do... still dun really understand the realy meaning in playing full court....aiyoooooooooo...seldom feeling so low confidence in myself....hahaha....better straighten my mind....hahaha aiyooo...going for supper le....byee ~ ~ ~ ~

funny feeling in me today....

hm...feeling funny inside me the whole day....dunno y... afternoon went to have a walk at compass point...thinking of buying a digi cam but not very certain of it...haiz....sianz..... den went to meet bao go to suntec... have our dinner there... but our main objective was not met...cos we actually wanted to go for interview....but den the lady told us end at 5...2morrow den go again....haha wasted the trip....hahah alright la... cos also very long never go walk walk liao...so was kinda of feeling good at the moment...but den went going back to cc... was feeling sianz again...haha dunno y... hm... seems like guys also get mood swing hor >??? ahahah aiyo... cannot be la...hm.... but den after playing a while den getting much better... dunno y... once i start to play basketball... will automatically smile and laugh... den mood will get better le...hehehe..thats me la.... haiz... now back at home...also sianz 1/2 sia....aiyo.... die la...always sianz.... sure get old very easily one...hahaha ~ ~but den dun even have mood to go for supper...hm.... dunno y leh.... seems funny....seldom dun have the feeling to go for supper one leh....hm... wonder wat got into me today...hahaha... hm... yawn... tired now... but no mood to sleep... aiyo... wan to go out yet sianz.... lazy to go out... aiyo... really hopeless today sia... freaking out of the world sia...haha SOMEONE HELP ME LA>>>>>>AIYOOOOOOOO.................hahaha relac la.... hahaha will surely get ok in a short while....cos thats me.....hehehehehe go and talk talk le la.... but wif who...........haiz ~~ nobody ~ ~tok to the ceiling lo....

haha..been a long time...

wow....long time never go to rivervale mall le...hehehe... went there to eat lunch today wif the 2 siao za bo....haha..went to compasspoint... actually wanted to go the library..but suddenly no mood...so went for some window shopping...but den.... who know... actually caught sth in my sight...haha... a shop selling things that are quite different.... went in have a look...woWooWOoo... the first time that i had in a shop....i like the feeling of the shop....makes me feel very pleasant and carefree....heheh will recommand this shop to u guys next time.... took a good look around the shop....stay in it for around 30 min and slowly look at the objects there and decided to buy some things for some friends...cos been a long time since i really got them sth.... went to buy a few nice Ornament for them... quite special... but got sth else for bao quan...haha cos wan to help him wif his design ideas in the future...hahaha hope that helps him...also not sure wat was that i got for him....cos recommand by the shop owner....friendly lady....hehehe... kind of like that as well so got it for him lo....but den miss allister present...cos cannot find the thing i wan for him....too bad la.... another time lo...paiseh hor...heheheh... got chance de la...hahaha.... now waiting for 2morrow sia...haha.. waiting for the pub reply ,getting my pay,going to suntec and also waiting for the nite....hahhaha...but den....have to go to gym 2morrow ...
aiyo...headache....have to force myself to do the process again... aiyo... nvm... can survive one....haahaha got so many people going also...kinda of fun also...hehehe... also have to plan for chalet le la.....haha though have to plan.... but den wat is there to plan... just have fun right ???hahahaha come on everyone..... join in the fun wif us..... might be boring....but den... wif everyone around....how bored can it get right ???hahahaha cheers ~ ~ ~

wat a day to startwif a new month....

heheh.... had a simple and easy day as usual...haha... might seems boring...but i kind of enjoy it right now...haha simple nice easy and great.....hahaa though it will be like "SO BORING" to certain ppl...but den it seems to be a part of me right now....hahah even right now... walking along a lonely street, i will be happy....hahah y ? cos i seem to get to understand a lot of friends now....through the way they speak and tok and the action....hahaha slightly getting to feel the people innerly....haha enjoying the feeling of being single as wat someone had share wif me.... ahha seems quite true... but that person cannot chat wif me le la.....hahah went to camp...haha quite a nice person to chat wif.... taught me quite a few things...haha thanks man....hehehe hm.... will really be glad to enjoy myself now sia..... at least till sch reopen....hahaha wonder wat will be in for me when sch reopen....but damn....suddenly thought of sth that makes me sian 1/2 .....hahaha my ex gf de bf not happy wif me...lol still say if i continue disturbing her gf den will not be friendly towards me....wat the ? / ? ?lame right ???hahahah heck la.... as if i got go and touch his gf like that...aiyo.... get a real.... so fast dun trust his own gf liao... aiyo.... useless sia.... hahaha but den i wonder if really he come and find me and say not happy wif me...den how will i react sia...haha if in the past...sure whack.... but den now....hahaha... hard to say.... quite tame now...dunno y.... change for better? ? ? hope so....hehehee

Trying hard to understand myself more....

Seems like many things have happened during this month....haha... wonder y.... ratio of bad things to good things....lets c...hm......8:3 ?? hahaha i guess....around that la.....dunno y leh... or is it because of how i think this very month....aiyo...quite negative sia...dun seems to be me.. better recover....hehee... got so many things for me to do yet i m trying to find out wats there for me to do...aiyo.... jia lak leh..... Luckily get to know that things aint that bad....haha.. cos there seems to be just a solution to everything... but that is onli if u dare to face the fact....haha manage to do that...so proud.....hahahah could have been sth that was making my mind shaking.... so i think... have to be more firm in making decision....Great to be so back to myself..... moreover it was by some mild encouragement of someone i just know....hahaha...got to thank that person...haha.... and now... kind of really focusing in basketball and going out wif friends....cos alot of them going to work or back to sch liao...haiz... have to face poly friends soon also....dunno y... but it seems to make me feel bored....Poly life was not wat i thought it to be....gee..... dun think i really enjoy it.... can joke wif them and talk crap.... but seriously.... dun really like them much...corny it might seem....hahaha but truth is hurting..... onli really manage to discover few great friends in my class.. people that are really friends to me....hahaha maybe cos of certain bad experience in the past.... whenever i have friends...i tend to supect and slowly see them in a way or two be4 really accepting them as friends....hahaha wat a way of treating friends...hahah but really hard to really put myself back to the naive way of believing friends.....hahahabut fear not.... once i treat u as a friend....it will really be friends forever....even if u hate me or really disregard me as your friends.... u will still be my friend......hahaha cos friends are suppose to forgiving and understand..... hope i really manage to do that to all my friends....hahaha...Cheers dude.... u people out there really rocks....+ wif u guys around... life never seems to really be dark even during nite time...cos u people are like stars that really brighten my life.....hahaha but den i now waiting for the moon to appear leh....hahaha wonder where is she...heheh got 1 moon out there la....but..... dunno how to approach....hahaha ~~