Chalet ~

haha...went to your class chalet and it was kinda fun... maybe cos i was not left alone bah... heheh... u keep on accompanying me sia.... :) had fun wif your clinque and their bf too... haha... all know one.... the chalet turn out more like a group date... cos few times, there were onli couples together onli.... hehe... even went to have a drink wif oni the couples...haha seems so funny... haha... but was having real fun... hehe... ok la.. not much to write here... wrote it somewhere else le... :) i very tired le leh ~ ~go and sleep liao..... take care of your health and your nose hor..... the impact on your nose... really scary sia.. take care hor.. dear dear ~ ~`

happy birthday ~ ~

haha..ah kent and kailong birthday just went by onli..haha happy belated birthday....hehehe... hm... these few days feeling really very good sia... cos kept of having gf by my side... and den dunno how to describe lo.. just feel very very sweet with her around lo... though at time she is quite blunt wif her words.... but den, there is always sth about her that just make me wan to care alot for her.... :) feeling good.... hm... but den hear sth about one of my 'sisters' kana sort of being left uncared by his bf and sort... tried consoling her but den seems not very useful leh... haiz... lost my touch liao sia.... aiyoo yoo ~ ~hope everything goes well for her sia.... haiz... wonder how is everyone out in the different part of the world going through ~~~ hardship or pleasure ~~ ~ i m going through pleasure right now but when will i suffer my hardship den ~~ hahaha... lets hope i will suffer a tough hardship ~~ heeheh

M Gal ~ ~

Hm...how do i start... hm.... ok ok... first image of her when i saw her a few years back den.. sunshine gal but a bit boyish la...haha.. den from wat my friends said... she is a nice and fun person lo... the rest i not quite sure liao leh... haha..cos we were not actually friends i guess... hgahaha...... till like dunno a few months back.... suddenly browsing through frienster.... saw her and dunno wat got me into adding her in MSN.... hm.... funny sia... den started chatting wif her on and off the net... though it seems awkward at first, but it sort of got better and better as we tok... haha... started really knowing her more since den and actually found out things about her that u ppl might not even know..... haha... appearance can really cheat.... hahaha..... secret* ..... how we got together...haha lets skip that... sweet memories keep to myself can liao.... haha... days by days went pass, and it seems to be going quite fine and still is right now and still will... RIght ?? hehehe... get to see her as her real self.... cheerful, fun, talkative and violent part of her but at the same time, shy, tu tu, lady-like and the gf she is right now.... just someone that is getting a great share of wat my heart is having... esp at this point when i m having exam and not being able to really accompany...she is still so understanding... and i just sprain my leg and the very next moment, she is right by me sending me home....getting me the chinese doctor and getting me home.... here and there....to and fro..... really such a gf that i had been longing for all these times..... a treasure that i found.... and the beauty of the treasure is so overwhelming..... thanks..............

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Not bad... just finish a paper.... should at least get a B for that...hahh confidence.... ahahaha ... went to do my semester project sia... do till around 8+... sianz... think it is not well prepare yet sia... haiz... den after that went to meet my gf... hehehe... got a nicely cooked dinner from her... haha... first cooked food from her... hm.... not bad not bad.... my kind of taste for a dinner.... simple and nice..... fed me well this time.... heheh.e.... after that went to pcc to look look see see.... but den who knows... got a bit tempted den went to play bball.... but less den 2 min sprain my leg liao sia.... sianz..... lucky got gf pei me home sia... haha.... but den 2morrow still got presentation... so dead... haiz.... think going to do quite badly for that sia.. sianz ~ ~

Sentosa ~ ~

hm... just came back sia.... tired... but is really very very happy.... morning went sentosa wif doreen,marshall,kailong and my gf to play...hahaha lame here and there and got a bit tanned again... but luckily i tanned a while onli... ar bo sure burn till chao ta one lo...haha kailong lame here and there also....hahaha had fun there.... after that went to town to eat and got a new wallet from my gf....heheheheh..... after that parted ways wif doreen,marshall and kailong , cos wanted to catch a movie wif my gal... but den cineleisure dun have any show available.... so decided to go bishan.... hahah abut den when the train came, we like blur blur like that... den never went to board it until the last min.....hahaha den in the end was like my gf went in and i was still outside....haha so funny sia...haha... den went to show " Hostage" ..... Whoooo Oooo... GOod show.... recommanded to watch.... cos dun have any part that is sianz one lo... the story line quite good.... go and watch it manz...... after that wanted to take bus home de.... but den waited and waited... no bus came... bo pian lo.... take cab and sent my sweet beauty home..... and got back myself..... great day.... fun and lovely....... lets build the place together.... my place and yours....

Wat is it that i desire ???

Life going on is like a sand falling out of the hourglass and many a times can fall so helplessly and without the knowing of the purpose of falling ~ ~ wat is the meaning of life ?? is it living it fully or was there suppose to be sth waiting for us to do and discover ??? I wondered..... the streets are filled wif people walking to and fro but den are they the person they seems to look like ??? why are there mask around every people that walk by us ?? where is the real face of them?? is it cos we are ugly and need a mask to transfer our attention away ?? wat is pretty ?? and wat is handsome ?? these two words are the praise people give to many but are also the many cause of tragic just because of these two words... the sky was the reason of the different weather and the colour of it tells us mostly wat will the weather be in a few hours times.... but out facial expression.... how true are they ?? or should i say how real are they ?? Never understand wat my face is expressing when wat i m thinking is different... m i liar by heart ?? or m i just trying to protect myself and others by giving a false feeling..... I m a person by heart... but wat m i by my appearance ???

just fel so great ~ ~

Had a funny day... went to a funny meeting just now...hahaha was like kinda strange though... but den was like feeling not bad cos can understand wat they all toking about and the best part of it was when they refer my gal....hahaha feel so good to hear them say those nice things about her and this and that..... not bad sia.... hahaa interesting... not too fang pian to say too much here.... hahaha ok la... end liao... not bad... got another " family" hahahahaha

dun make me worry ~ ~

haiz... my dear gal got injured in her judo competitions sia... was like... so painful seeing her get hit here and there... gosh.... at one point i even scolded the opponent...haha.. she was too violent towards my gal le... haiz.... wat to do.... at least she did sth she wanted to... though i shouldn't not have said that.... hm..... tsk tsk tsk.... bad opinion... but den seeing her like that struggling wif her walking is like...aiyoo... the feeling is like....dunno how to say.... very very.... awful.... haiz.... feel like scolding her or sth... but den just cannot really bring myself to do that.... hope she recover quickly...... and start hopping around again.... :) really cannot tahan seeing her like that.... and somemore at the point when she is habving exam....aiyoooo yooo.... even worse now.... haiz.... hope it does not affect her brain....... good luck for your remaining tests..... Cheers ~~

yeah ~ `

Let the past be the past and let the oncoming road be the future that we are steeping on... for wat happened has gone by and we are wat we wan to be and we are the one making the path hand in hand... so :) cheers ~ ~ this is our world... dun let other people disrupt it...hehehe... a story that we write and be.... the characters are the one we are... no stories has a past that affect story line... Let the flower in the stories bloom and may the river flow like a never ending flow.... and let the people live the way they wan..... ~ ~hahahahahahahaha... siao siao one... also dunno wat i writing about sia.... To all the people out there, may u treasure your close one and loved one.... the people out there too refer to myself... and i know i do... and i will.... not much people ever came closer den wat she had..... rowdy she is but caring she is ....... lazy she is but she make sure she do wat she needs to..... U are just so sweet.........* **** * ~ ~ `

yeah ~ `

Let the past be the past and let the oncoming road be the future that we are steeping on... for wat happened has gone by and we are wat we wan to be and we are the one making the path hand in hand... so :) cheers ~ ~ this is our world... dun let other people disrupt it...hehehe... a story that we write and be.... the characters are the one we are... no stories has a past that affect story line... Let the flower in the stories bloom and may the river flow like a never ending flow.... and let the people live the way they wan..... ~ ~hahahahahahahaha... siao siao one... also dunno wat i writing about sia.... To all the people out there, may u treasure your close one and loved one.... the people out there too refer to myself... and i know i do... and i will.... not much people ever came closer den wat she had..... rowdy she is but caring she is ....... lazy she is but she make sure she do wat she needs to..... U are just so sweet.........* **** * ~ ~ `

Fears ~ ~

who doesn't have fears ?? everyone does no matter how strong u are... there will always be sth that dig into your heart when brought to face.... nevertheless, we tends to run away.... Y ?? cos we fear..... hm.... even how much we tell ourselves, there will still be sth in us that knock us weak... :) well that is normal cos we are onli human.... feelings and emotion are wat we are made of... happiness,sadness, joyfulness,tearsful moment and many differ other emotion are the ingred we are mixed wif ~ ~ but we are born to face all that... y? to learn the strength that we gained from every setbacks and all others... ahhahahaha... many times we are afraid to say things tat was meant to be said.... y ? cos we are uncertain ~ ~ and when time pass by... we miss that very chances.... thinking about things in the past... let alot of chances slipped by me unknowingly or should i say.... i let it go without thinking carefully??
My gal told me sth that makes me tink back.... wonder if i regret about the things i do or m i really that happy go lucky ?? but den now regret also not much help rite ?? might as well dun regret... treat it as a lesson... well... a lesson that i can never taste it again.... :( but den that when i suddenly think of sth... heck care the past... i m living in the future... just take it as a reference lo...hahaha :) going to enjoy everything...haha so watever decision i made, i will not regret... that is my way of living... GREAT ~ ~ no regret... cos i make the choice... if i say i regret, that means i m the one doing things that is so contridicting.....hahaha NO WAY MAN ~ ~

LOL....haha... ate dinner wif gf today and went to arcade to play game wif her....hahah FUN sia... laugh alot and tok alot too... haha... and we did sth so stupid sia... we tried to follow 2 friends of us....hahha funnie sia.... sneaky sia...hahah ok la.. stop here le ~ ~

~ ~ never say Impossible ~ ~

Have i told u lately that i loved u
have i told u there is no one above u
fill my heart wif gladness
take my away all my sadness
ease my trouble thats wat u do....

Let me be your hero...
WOuld u dance if i ask u to dance
would u run and never look back
would u cry if u saw me crying
would u save my soul tonite

would u tremble if i touch your lip
would you laugh ..oh pls tell me this
now would u die for the one u loved
hold me in your arms tonite

I can be your hero , baby
I can kiss away the pain
I would stand by u for.......
U can take my breath away.....

Songs that i really liked.... hm.... though quite old liao... but den meaningful mah...
let me sing this song for u right now....hahaha... i m really singing right now.... hehehehe... lonely nite isn't it ~ ~~ great song for a lousy mood ~ ~ ~Lonely feeling is filling up the room... choking atmosphere.... sitting by the corner and staring at the other corner of the room.... i see everything clearly that is running through my fresh clear mind... wat does memories do to u actually ??? how can good memories be compare to bad ones??? ever wonder the things u said to someone might mean a lot and affect them badly ?? well... for me... think i had said a lot of bad stuffs to lotsa people.... haiz..... ~ ~ ~good nite world ~ ~

Sport day for me ~ ~

WooOWoo.... tiring day it was.... played basketball wif my classmate around 2pm.... till 3+/... now like chao ta liao sia... den went swimming wif some of them around 5....hahah at nite went running wif my JL... SOooOooooo tired.... but den... just knowing can get to c her , dun care anything... just quickly rushed home and changed and rushed down to meet her... den kana lect by her again..." aiyoo... tired den nvm mah... i can run myself de..." hahah same sentence over and over.... but den wun get tired of it...hahaha... wonder wat got into me today... kept running and running... like wan to make myself collapse sia.... totally used up all my strength today... very relaxing now.... though just now we tok about sth that seems so bo liao...haha impossible de matter... cos that person really is a goner le lo... no means no... no matter wat... U are who i need... Thanks for believing....

great day but a bit sianz ~ ~

day in sch was great... cos i was very hyper today.... seems abnormal... hahaha dunno y.... maybe cos i more relac now.... hahaha play around in class and seems like a monkey... heck...haha... send my gf home... but she was not feeling good...haha like going to explode like that... hm.... said sth.. hm...... nvm.....
went to play basketball.... played around 14- 15 matches.... lost onli once.... hahah nvm... dun mind cos gave my best... my team also gave in their best.... GREAT.... 4 a side... we are the champ.... 5 a side... also the champ....hahaha... but onli in pcc... haiz.... still not good enough sia.... limited potential.... gee... reality is cruel.....hahah... nvm... as long as i enjoy.... but den freak... a childish shit spoilt my day.... just cannot understand how a person can be so childish.... wonder when he will grow up.... a leopard never changes its spot..... does it really seems so true??? but not bad... i learn wei zhong's skill.... transparent skill...hahaha not bad not bad.... though was unhappy... but den dun care....haha cos i also dun wan to get bother over his ridiculer comment... who is the sore loser inside ??? dunno should i feel glad or sad over someone like him.... glad that i had no more connection over a person like him.... or sad that a friend that turn out like that...
both cases seems so pathetic.... even when he say me.... like not feelin de leh....hahaha... got over le.... hahah... ar bo wif my type of temper... sure shouted back at him de... haha... lucky did not.... ar bo is like wasting my mood... gee..... li li lo lo....