Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Fears ~ ~

who doesn't have fears ?? everyone does no matter how strong u are... there will always be sth that dig into your heart when brought to face.... nevertheless, we tends to run away.... Y ?? cos we fear..... hm.... even how much we tell ourselves, there will still be sth in us that knock us weak... :) well that is normal cos we are onli human.... feelings and emotion are wat we are made of... happiness,sadness, joyfulness,tearsful moment and many differ other emotion are the ingred we are mixed wif ~ ~ but we are born to face all that... y? to learn the strength that we gained from every setbacks and all others... ahhahahaha... many times we are afraid to say things tat was meant to be said.... y ? cos we are uncertain ~ ~ and when time pass by... we miss that very chances.... thinking about things in the past... let alot of chances slipped by me unknowingly or should i say.... i let it go without thinking carefully??
My gal told me sth that makes me tink back.... wonder if i regret about the things i do or m i really that happy go lucky ?? but den now regret also not much help rite ?? might as well dun regret... treat it as a lesson... well... a lesson that i can never taste it again.... :( but den that when i suddenly think of sth... heck care the past... i m living in the future... just take it as a reference lo...hahaha :) going to enjoy everything...haha so watever decision i made, i will not regret... that is my way of living... GREAT ~ ~ no regret... cos i make the choice... if i say i regret, that means i m the one doing things that is so contridicting.....hahaha NO WAY MAN ~ ~

LOL....haha... ate dinner wif gf today and went to arcade to play game wif her....hahah FUN sia... laugh alot and tok alot too... haha... and we did sth so stupid sia... we tried to follow 2 friends of us....hahha funnie sia.... sneaky sia...hahah ok la.. stop here le ~ ~

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