Wat is it that i desire ???

Life going on is like a sand falling out of the hourglass and many a times can fall so helplessly and without the knowing of the purpose of falling ~ ~ wat is the meaning of life ?? is it living it fully or was there suppose to be sth waiting for us to do and discover ??? I wondered..... the streets are filled wif people walking to and fro but den are they the person they seems to look like ??? why are there mask around every people that walk by us ?? where is the real face of them?? is it cos we are ugly and need a mask to transfer our attention away ?? wat is pretty ?? and wat is handsome ?? these two words are the praise people give to many but are also the many cause of tragic just because of these two words... the sky was the reason of the different weather and the colour of it tells us mostly wat will the weather be in a few hours times.... but out facial expression.... how true are they ?? or should i say how real are they ?? Never understand wat my face is expressing when wat i m thinking is different... m i liar by heart ?? or m i just trying to protect myself and others by giving a false feeling..... I m a person by heart... but wat m i by my appearance ???