Geee.....

First to anon... ~ guess that is my way of expression my monotonous feeling each and everytime i blog... :) this is Me ~ ~ :

Tired lifestyle huh ?? wat have I been doing lately ?? Got to know some fine interesting ppl ~ ~ nightlife in the club seems like a routine to the extend, smoking a cig is no longer wat i used to see and believe in..... drinking water has already change to downing the hardcorn liquor day after day......

Friends around me told me that I have change so much after the last r/s.....
hey, dun blame me k ?? who dun change after a phase in life ya ~ ~
When life take a toll, wat would u do ??
Toughen up yourself and walked on?? or simply lie flat on the hard cold floor and await someone to pick u on ??

:) dun look at me ~ ~ i aint understand which category do i belong too...

So tired... seem to have lost that glow...
will it be gone forever ???


Whenever i Kinda need a shoulder to lean on and when i look around..... emptiness filled the room.....but den again.... mother nature have been kind, the wonderful invention of 'Internet' , I can now look for a invisible shoulder.... Thank You ~~


Learnt that the people involved in life might just be the critical factor to wat u might become...

Tell me... Am I supposed to be like wat i should now ??

Nearly got into a bike accident this afternoon....
knocked my head again some stupid metal after that...
Whole body feeling weak....
Sick??
Gee...
Lucifer is looking for another friend to join him....