The Rain ~ ~

3.26am...Just came back from supper.... met up wif a close friend... a friend of 17 years.... gee.... imagine... how many 17 years of friendship do u have ??

Got caught up in the rain.... was thinking... wat would the other side of the ppl be doing if caught in the rain... hahaha... LAME>>>>>><<<<<<<

Carried on riding in the rain.... drenched as expected.... was thinking.... Y are there such things as regrets??? I am learning not to have anymore regrets in my life... but guess, many a times... there aint a lot of choices to make huh.....

Having to live your life as it is the last ~ ~ how many ppl actually do that ??? well... i used to.... but not anymore... having a feeling like " gee... so wat if it is the last day of my life........ ?"
Who would u wan to spend wif on the very last day of yours ??

Family?
Friends?
Close Kins?
Lover?
Wife/husband?
Kids?
or even......... Alone ???

Many people will chose family or wife/husband or even lover..... but will there be ppl that choose to be alone?? Living the last day and dying off with only the air and dust by your side.....

I bet there are......
To continue living wif the news of your closed one leaving the world would even be more painful..... well... how do i know??

I came to experience it and learnt that hard a few times.......
Past is a scary Photograph........

Many thoughts came to me when i was riding in the rain for the past 1 1/2 hrs........ guess i ride to half of sg.... ate at least 6 supper after sending my friend back.... even the aunty asked if i was alright.....hahahaha guess the image of a drenched guy eating non-stop at a coffee shop seems too scary huh.....

Stuffed myself till almost burst..... hahahaha... enjoyment huh.... the Pain in my knee have started to take effect again.... gee.... guess it is time to say bye bye to competative basketball games huh .............

June,July,August...... Friends birthday coming up one by one.... gee.... friend birthday celebration on 27 july in a hotel....... gee.... guess i am going there alone.... haizz.... nvm... kinda used to the life of being single since it was almost wat i have always been....

Soon my birthday... gee.... wat am going to do this year... lets see... hang around in a pub and chill while drinking alone this year is wat i have in mind..... or rather stay at home and have some red wine?? Been long since I went drinking alone...... lets see.... 4 months ??? hahhaa... remember the last time I went drinking wif some friends but ended up going to another pub and drank a bottle of chivas alone.... gee.... But lucky, carolina and Ken actually went down looking for me at 4+ in the morning..... Thanks..... guess that was really wat i needed at that time...

Friends.... wat kind of ppl are we talking about here ?? how do you consider your friends ??
And wat do we seek for in friends ?? companionship??? listening ear or just another tool to used each other ??

Which way are u looking at ??? Think carefully be4 anwsering.......... Cos i been thinking really hard..... :)

Recently been talking to someone online... someone over the other part of the world...someone i dunno and have never met...kinda special someone... and thanks to that person... I have grown happier.... :)

Thank you..... Hope i had brought some joy and laughter to u :)

And Pls to all... I aint emo..... i just like to think deep..... hahahahahahahaha